Journey To A New ME!

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2011-11-26T16:38:00.000+08:00

Tu la gatal tangan lagi update blogger interface...padan muka terus hilang ads and gambar...haih..now i dunno how to change back to the old interface!!!

Dah la hati tengah gundah gulana.....thank u!!!

Badan ini...

2011-08-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

Sebab boring kat ofis, I sambung je la citer pasal liposuction ni ye. Perasaan tergedik sangat nak buat liposuction telah hadir dalam jiwa ini dalam dua taun lepas. Tapi laserlipo not the conventional liposuction. Takotttt mati la kata kan...

Sejak saya kecik ke..memang paha saya besar dan saya mempunyai bontot. SO when I grow up and putting on weight, lemak2 tu semua bertumpu kat bahagian itu. Bila dah tua2 ni..hehe when I tried to lose weight, I do not have a problem on my tummy or to be exact, upper part of my body...tapi bontot ke bawah ni, masya allah susah nye nak kecik!

Lagi satu, I memang berasa rendah diri dengan paha i yang gemok ni. There were times which I like to wear skirts coz that is the only way I can hide the huge~ness of my thighs hahaha Tapi memang tak cantek la..bila badan dah kecik, bila tiba time punggung ke bawah...hancus...unproportionate!!!

Macam ni la badan saya ye..tapi pear yang lebih besar. And kaki tu pun besar tak macam kaki pear tersebut! Maka liposuction ini di buat bukan lah untuk mengurangkan berat badan. Tetapi ianya adalah untuk membentukkan kembali badan anda. So jangan la ingat bila lemak saya dah di sedut, saya terus drop 10kg!

Dan liposuction adalah jalan terakhir jika senaman atau segala bentuk nak kecik kan bahagian badan itu tidak berjaya kerana liposuction ni adalah satu prosedur yang berisiko tinggi dan boleh membawa maut jika tidak di monitor dan dijalankan oleh doktor pakar. Maka, jangan main buat aje di klinik2 seperti ada kes mak datin yang koma dan meninggal dunia few days after that....

August 4, 2011, was my first consultation with Dato' Dr. Jalil Jidon, Consultant Plastic & Reconstructive Surgeon of Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital. It was kinda funny as doc jalil asked me, dah berapa lama you sedar paha u ni besar sangat? haha sungguh jujur doc ini ye. I jawab dah lama doc...then doc said this gonna be an extensive liposuction. I cannot do laserlipo as it will defeat the purpose. Laserlipo is meant for small amount of fats only but not mine! :)

The next question I asked was, tak bahaya ke doctor as it is conventional liposuction. tak mati? hehe doc said, the procedure should be done slowly, gently with monitoring of everything..my blood pressure..anaesthetic..to avoid complications. Lega rasa hati ku..

So..bila boleh buat ye doctor? Hmmm...next tuesday boleh. By hari raya you dah sihat..auwww giler kentang terus buat surgery appointment tanpa banyak pikir. Lantak la kau kerja2 yang outstanding kat ofis tu..yang penting hajat saya bertahun lama nya tercapai. Maka, doc pun terus tulis nama i in the diary. Dan saya pulang dengan perasaan yang gembira tapi takut...adakah saya akan teruskan???

Raya mood

2011-08-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

I am writing this from my office while listening to ~You make me wanna say I do I do do dodododo hahaha Yeapppp....i am working today! The holiday mood is here...there are so many things to be done. I got eyebrow threading appointment at 1pm with Kak Ana of Guinot, KLCC. Been a long time I did not go there since she wanted to match make with one of her customer...LOL then manicure and hair wash & blow! Selagi belum raya, macam2 nak buat kan....

The reason pinkyberry is back coz I wanna jot down my experience on LIPOSUCTION hehe there are so many myths about it on the net which scares us and giving negative assumption whenever we hear about the procedure, so now I wanna share with you my lifetime experience doing it! Alhamdulillah, I am still alive. :)

Tomorrow marks three weeks of my liposuction of butt and thighs. So far, I am loving what I see in the mirror. It is not 100% recover yet and the result is only 20%...maybe! I will hit the gym after raya to get the maximum result. Giving myself 3 months to have a body to die for hahaha perasaan! :)

I am currently happy with my life. I know some of my friends giving negative comments about it which I never ever asked your opinion at all..thank you! My note to you, Just be happy for me or SHUT UP!!!

Ok lah citer pasal liposuction akan bersambung di lain hari. Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua umat Islam yang menyambut nya, tak kira di mana jua anda berada..Maaf Zahir Batin!!!

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Hello again...

2011-08-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

The Pinky Berry Is Back!!!

Arghhh stressed! Tengah dok menaip satu paragraph, ilang begitu sahaja...ntah apa yang aku tekan!

At the moment while updating this blog, I was in Starbucks with the Gurls and I just had blurberry cream cheese muffin. Ahhhh bersalah nye hehe tapi perut mintak di isi. Ampun pak!!! hehehe stranded..hujan lebat kat luar tu.

There are some chapters in this blog I deleted. Part of my life that I do not want to be reminded again whenever I open it. Haihhh let's just forget it and move on.. :)

Ok lah to be continued..nak jenjalan di downtown!

My days

2010-11-30T20:15:00.002+08:00

Been three days since our last date. We went out to Curve watching Let Me In. A slow movie in the beginning. I think they wanna copy twilight but kids version. The gurl is Cullen as she's the one needs blood to live and care for the boy she ♥ !

Had a heart to heart conversation over coffee at Mont Kiara and later to his fav hang out place, Reggae Bar at Changkat. Overall, I had fun and I can say that I like him.

Told mum about it and dad is happy to hear the news too hehe

Now, I can say that I am officially.......

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2010-11-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

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Tak bleh pikiaq!!!

2010-11-27T19:11:00.001+08:00

I'm now 31 yrs old n still single. I luv my single life coz I used to do things by myself. Lagi pun aku dah patah hati gamak nye. I love to spend time with my gurl frens! Ni mmg tebiat dr Uni dulu. Org bercinta tp aku lg suka hoorey hoorey dgn kwn2...

Being Malay, not only me, but my parents also ikhtiar to find a jodoh for me. Not a candidate..but mandi bunga haha but the results, hampeh!

All this years, after what I have been through..to be in and out of love, definitely tiring and wasting time. A new relationship is tiring where u haf to go through the whole process again which requires effort! Sometimes weird coz two individuals went out for the same agenda, to get married! Surely, u tend to control ur behaviour or else u won't be selected to be the ONE!

As for myself, "aku nak lelaki tu nampak aku n ajak aku kawen! Aku malas nak cinta2 lg! Penat! Lelaki semua nak *****t je..so if they really want me, ajak kawen!" This is what I always tell my friends. And "aku nak lelaki yg nakal2 so dat kita kawen n sama2 bertobat (not to say aku jahat sgt la kan hehe) I mean this type of guy is adventurous! I loikee"

Mungkin kini semua itu termakbul! Smlm si dia which aku kenal nearly 4 yrs called me up and said.."Awak, saya nak merisik awak next month.." What the...biar betul??? Nervous seyyy now nak mkn pun tak selera haha tipu la tu! Nafsu makan tetap lah ada kan :)

My gurl frens which were there at that times ragu2..and they didn't confident with that guy at all. They keep asking me back..ko nak ke? Ko tak kenal dia! Ko suka dia? Adoiii mcm2 soklan la! Ada jugak yg terdiam coz excited kwn dia nak kawen tak lama lg haha perasan! But I received diff comments from diff individuals. Adakah yg tak hepi tu coz they afraid of losing me haha

I didn't tell any of my family members yet! Coz I really dunno! I'm afraid if god send him to me n granted my wish! If I declined, there won't be any after this as I am sure he's serious! But at the moment, I dun haf any feelings for him yet! Dlm hati mmg nak kawen but I'm commitment phobic huwaaaaaa gotta runnnnn!

What shud I do? Opinion and advice are really welcome!

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Lagi?

2010-11-26T03:20:00.001+08:00

I'm in peghak mode coz successfully blog post via  hehe

It is 3am but I'm not sleepy at all. Izzit the toffee nut latte or I overslept for the day? Yeah..I reached home early today and was dissapointed. I decided to sleep!

Why do people in this world always take things for granted? Never appreciate what they have until they lose it! Sickening some times. For instance and in my case, when I'm here..he do not bother to see me or to do things we usually do but when I'm outstationed, he got jealous and suspicious all the time and insisted me to come home once job done!!!

I think I didn't ask too much but maybe our relationship has been mendatar for few months. Dull! And he got something else to kill his time at home! Duhhhhh

It is tiring to be in this situation. The most stupid thing that ever happened in my life is to be in love with him. Even it has been years with him, even I know we won't be together but I will always love him.

I would give him a call after Friday prayer and if he do not answer my call.......aku pun akan mendiamkan diri!

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Away again...

2010-11-26T01:47:00.001+08:00

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Hati ini...

2010-11-26T01:32:00.001+08:00

Ape kes? I'm just testing to post via my pinkberri hehe
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Korban

2010-11-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

Tahun ini seperti tahun2 yang lain aje. Dad's family came to our house in the afternoon. Mama masak kuah lodeh dan sambal kacang. Rendang daging dan nasi impit pun kami beli hehe rendang daging tak sedap sangat. Too much lengkuas! Pagi raya beli sate ayam n daging bercucuk2. Sampai petang tak abis..mama bg budak2 nursing bujang sebelah rumah. Suka la dorang!

A day before Aidil Adha, around 11am di saat aku masih lagi golek2 atas katil hehe my office already closed! But I have pending task to complete. I received a called from my childhood best friend. She asked me to pick her up from KLIA. Her sister just had an accident and were brought to Kajang Hospital...it is only 5 mins away from my house. She was badly injured.

Yang sedih nya, all the siblings kept the truth about their sis condition from the parents. They did not know that she is unconscious. Parents and other family members came from the north by car. Since it was Raya, the highway is jammed! To make it worsen, there were landslide somewhere in Perak. They only reached here nearly 10pm!

Aku pun terasa sayu hati. Bayang kan parents tgk anak nye terlantar dalam kesakitan. Not moving. Anak bongsu pulak tu...and she is only 21 yrs old but just married with 2 months old baby. Sedih kan?

The next day, sesi ibu bapa kami pulak bertemu di hospital. Actually my parents menantikan kedatangan mereka ke rumah malam tadi. Tapi aku la ngok tak pelawa pun dorang pi rumah. Coz in my mind, I tot of course they are tired and wanted to be by their daughter's side.

Tiga hari berlalu, keadaan dia masih seperti biasa. Tiada perubahan. Jika nak dialihkan, terus jadi kritikal dan tidak stabil. Hospital Kajang, fyi, tak cukup facilities. No CT scan. Nothing much they can do. Nak transfer hospital pun tak boleh. Actually doctor dah ckp pun brain dead. Maka berdoa dan beserah aja kepada Tuhan, hoping for a miracle.

Awal pagi tadi, bila terjaga, ada sms kat hp jam 4 lebih pagi...dia telah meninggalkan semua. Tergamam seketika. Walaupun itu yang terbaik untuk nya...tapi rasa sekejap aje dia dah pergi. Aku harap kawan aku tu tabah mengahadapi. She called me later in the morning, telling me the news...

My parents and I sama2 pergi ke tanah perkuburan. Ingat kan papa tak nak pergi. Bila papa salam dengan uncle, aku rasa sebak bila pandang muka uncle...dalam hujan lebat tu..Tak tau kenapa..mungkin pasal masa dulu2 arwah kecik lagi dan sangat manja dengan parents dia n semua org. Arwah comel..mesti uncle terasa kehilangan dia, walau pun dia dah besar.

Aku rasa inilah pertama kali terjadi dalam hidup aku, someone which is close to me mengalami ujian Allah yang begini. Semua berlaku dalam sekelip mata. Allah Maha Besar. Datang la keinsafan dalam diri. Tanak bawak kereta laju2..tanak lawan cakap mak...tanak buat itu, tanak buat ini..tapi this kind of feelings in me dtg bila terjadi kematian. After a while..hilang ntah kemana.

Alfatihah untuk arwah Nurul Natasha. Semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat dan di tempat kan di dalam golongan yang beriman....

p/s: Cerita kemalangan tersebut di sini. Malam td pulak dpt berita bos accident kat simpang pulai...tp sudah discharged ptg td..alhamdulillah

2010-11-15T13:25:00.000+08:00

Yeay..I managed to go back from Penang with AirAsia hehe at first I wanted to follow the guys to Kedah/Perlis for the flood relief volunteer but I have some important n personal things to do. My cousin's wedding! Baju yang ditempah sudah siap by 11, November. Of course, I need to try it first and if anything is wrong they can alter it on time :)

Nothing much to update here. By the way, I am in the office now. Line clear bebeh hehe My laptop got some malware kejadah virus ntah so using the netbook to update and edit pictures are not so convenient to me.

Today is the third day I am in the office..I mean working in the office. Third week with the company. So far I love what I am doing now but the only thing that I am not satisfied with the company..the bosses is their time management. Can't they be punctual? Coz I have my life too!

I can say that I am punctual in my job or personal life and I am used to it. I hate it so much when I have to wait for hours and this is what they called "Malaysia Time"!

Well, today one of the boss wanted to see me at 9am but I came in around 9.30am. Why? Because knowing their culture always late for half and hour, at least, now I am doing that to them too. He sms me "Hurry Up. I need to reach Ipoh by 11am". I came in dengan selamba not apologizing for becoming late. After the discussion, he is still there..surfing the net and what not. We went for lunch and only by 1pm he drove to Ipoh! What the???

To me, that is unfair at all..even they are the bosses. One day, I will tell them I need to have my own time to organize my life, my dates and social meet ups with friends and they can't simply change the time as per scheduled sesuka hati mereka!

How to do posting via blackberry

2010-11-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

I still could not make a blog post using blackberry! Grrrrrrrrr for the thousand times I tried but to a failure. I am very very very sure I already followed all the step correctly! Since I am so occupied for this few days, I think it would be nice if I could update my blog via blackberry.

Even if no one read it but I still wanna update it haha pedulik hape aku :P Maybe coz just few weeks back I was so up to it with the contest post and what not hahaha

I am going to Penang tomorrow for a day or two on a work trip. Till then. Ciaooooo :)

p/s: bos kata balik naik ni...so not cool la bos. but I used to it during my Uni days Penang-KL-Penang huhu

Back to school..

2010-11-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

oppsss work! First day at work soooooooooo boring. I got nothing to do. Reached office around 9.30am and been occupied with my blackberry, fb..twitter and so on. I even read the novel i brought along. What? Reading novel on your first day at work? Bad impression! hehe

What to do? As I am reporting to my boss, he was not around to tell me what I should do by now. So I just enjoy my day before the projects pile up on my desk!

Lucky it was Deepavali's eve and Ji was on half day work. I got company for lunch...yeayyy! My colleagues are damn quiet and obviously they are the goody goody type which hard for me to get along. Since my working hours are flexible, I went back to the office at 4pm. It was 3 hours of lunch! hehe That was what I do on my first day of work.

The next day is public holiday, yet I was at the office in the evening for a discussion. Now I have a big project proposal to be done due coming Friday..huhu

Tomorrow, mr president will be in town and I will be busy attending all his event bla bla bla let's crack head now for the proposal!

If I had Rapunzel's hair....

2010-11-07T00:29:00.001+08:00

If I had Rapunzel's hair, I would be selling it for hair extensions! ... on Twitpic

another new beginning

2010-11-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

Well, tomorrow i am going to start a new job as an Executive Assistant. At the same time will do the business development for the company. It is a new thing for me but I hope my past experiences would help me to perform my task successfully. I was the President's preferred candidate as he was impressed with my resume haha poyo sket but this what people said, kalau dah mmg rezeki no matter what, u will get it!

The company had called me up for interview a month before puasa but due to some misunderstanding with the staff, I could not make it there. I made my way back home. Few weeks after that, they called me up again telling the President is around Bangi area for some event and they would like to meet me. I was stuck with my work in the office so I could not make it again. And I was not really interested as the offer was not up to my expectation.

Until end of September while I was on my holiday in Tioman Island, they called me up again. I totally forgot about it already. But this time I have to go as I was out of job. The job which was offered by my friend was just a sweet talk. However, the interview went well and they gave me better offer. A week after, I accepted it!

I am giving myself for another 3 years of working happily as the job requires me to travel locally only but I manage everything by myself...my own time :) just like running my own business..then after all the networking maybe there would be opportunity for me to start on my own or perhaps just settle down :P

It is near midnight now and better I go to bed. After one and half month of relaxing now I am back into the serious working world..need to utilize my brain again ahhhhh wish me luck y'all :)

Take Me As I Am

2010-11-02T10:12:00.001+08:00

Being overweight but with cute face (ni yg org kata eh) haha I never can run away from these statement;

u ni kalau kurus lagi cantik
u kurus la sket..mesti best giler
u tak nak kurus ke? kalau u kurus mesti bf keliling pinggang

Of course I will be fu*king mad especially when it came out from guys who are nobody to me.

There are also guys who wanna have a relationship with me saying that to me. But if you want me coz of my look and slimmer figure, just forget it! I never asked you to go for cosmetic surgery for nose job or perhaps change your face with Aaron Aziz ke! Fair enuff?!!

I can't deny, of course I want to be slimmer but I know myself. If I want to be slimmer, I will be! But to me you are all shallow minded. Take me as I am. There are something more important to look at which is the HEART rather than to be beautiful outside.

In a relationship, compatibility and to feel comfort with each other is important. You do not want to be someone else in front of your partner as it is tiring when you need to control every single moves you make. This later on will lead onto divorcee coz you only see the real truth after staying together especially your partner's bad habit which you didn't expect at all.

If physical look does matter, why some of married man having an affair with someone who is uglier or perhaps fatter from his wife??? It happened...from my friend's experience and truth cases I heard.

I am trying to lose weight for my own health conditions but not for you. Perhaps if I am going to marry someone, I will marry him who can accept me the way I am now. Being supportive to me to live a healthy life. If beauty does matter, what gonna happen to the marriage after getting pregnant, fat....sagging and becoming old???

World's Coolest Intern

2010-10-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

This is me way back in 2002, right after finished my degree. I started working in an association for petroleum dealers. As this is my first job, and in a small organization besides my job responsibilities, lain-lain kerja kecil-kecilan kena la buat sendiri. Like beli kuih for meeting, buat air for meeting, go to post office, go to the bank and the list goes on! But i am COOL with the job! Tak caya tgk gambar kat bawah ni...posing COOL je :)

Two years after that, I was offered a job with the government for two years contract. It was a real working life to me. Based on my qualifications and working experiences, I was placed at Corporate Planning Unit. It was a hot and glam desk! The previous officer was everyone's blue eyed girl including Tan Sri as her father was somebody too. So, a big challenge to me to perform well in my duties.

Managing 52 members of the top management for their official meetings and what not were a big challenge. Protocol all the time. My first time to prove to them that I am as good as the previous officer was during a big meeting in Pulau Redang. First time to be introduced to them and first time to be the emcee! Kecut perut mak! I am not good at it, no experience doing it!

Lucky I did ok as a first timer from the feedback received. Later on, more and more emcee task including in the auditorium full of 1000 people! Ya ampun. The first time, if no rostrum in front of me mmg ko bleh nampak kaki aku lemah menggigil! Tapi aku tetap COOL!

Ni plak masa terbangun kul 8.30 pagi and meeting started at 9! Ko giler? Tu pun bila org dtg ketok bilik aku kejut kan hahaha but still COOL! :)

Some envy my job as I got to rub shoulders with the top gun. But not me! Aku jujur org nya no kiss ass pls! Ooopsss! It was not easy as I have to mix around with them too coz I was considered as a member of the meeting. Joined them for luncheon, poco-poco on Wednesday, bla bla bla...urghh sometimes I got no idea what to talk about!

See...nampak ganjil kan? But, I am still COOL! :)

Nasib baik diri disenangi dan disukai (perasan sket) oleh sesetengah individu after proven I am capable and responsible if given a task. I am the only young officer, selected as a liason officer to a minister in an event held. COOL sangat!

I love the job so much but my boss did not favor me bila termakan hasutan seorang pegawai yang psycho! Few months before the contract ends, my life in the office was hell! Left out from important meetings or events that supposed I should be in. How would you feel if you were in my shoes? Not cool ok hehe u know u deserve it but your boss treated as if u never exist after all what you did. Other bosses which in the top management also recognized your work but not your own boss...so sad. I decided not to renew my contract as I believe rezeki ada di mana-mana and I am marketable!

I move on to my new job doing sales in the world famous motor sports event the F1. COOL kan! But it is also on contract basis. The challenge is there to compete with those working from day one the circuit was opened. I was never a motor sports fan but after working there to sell and promote the product, I have to be one! I read, learned and asked and I am now a die hard fan of Lewis Hamilton. If he is not leading in the race, malas nak tgk okeh!!

Ada jugak yang kerja bertaun2 but never into the sports..never bother to watch any races. They just do their job even when the race took place here.If not, I would not know that Rossi is world champion in MotoGP and I should take photo with him.

COOL kan?

Contract ended, I move on again. working as a PR of a golf club. It was not a glamour job at all. I have to do all the kerja-kerja kecilan yang aku buat masa first job dulu. But I am still COOL about it! And it is a one man show! Semua kena buat sendiri. You do the event, you the poster for promo, you take the pictures, you make the report and you present it to the Director! Everything is you!

It is COOL doing charity events. I sell orange for charity mcm apek jual limau kat tepi jalan tu. Dah la on my first month and some members thought aku mmg penjual limau!

Visiting charity homes, look out for poor family in the neighborhood dan macam-macam lagi. One of the special kids which I met during Chinese New Year charity visit still recognized me when she saw me at the Club for swimming! Terharu tau...even after 5 months she still remember me!

Aku pun kena masuk course amik gambar golfer during golf tournament. Waiting them at the tee-box! Buat je muka tak malu and acted COOL!

Well, that's all about me, I, myself is a COOL person :)

As you can see, I am able to adapt in any kind of environment and mix well with people from all walks of life. Tak cukup COOL ke? COOL and job done too! Takde la cool sampai buat bodoh coz u think u are cool LOL ape aku cakap ni?

In everything I do, I have passion in it! Including working at the golf club, as I am catching up golf now!

COOL jugak kan :)

With all of the above, I know I deserve to be the World's Coolest Intern with Standard Chartered Bank.

As Facebook is just at the tip of my thumb no matter when and where, while driving too! I know..bahaya!

Semasa sedang melepak di kedai mamak la aku baca email in my blackberry from Nuffnang regarding this COOL contest! Sounds interesting when age is not the limit as intern usually a fresh grad and I need a new challenge in life now as my life seems bored. Still at the same pace for quite a long time.

So choose me coz I have what it takes to be the World's Coolest Intern with Standard Chartered...muka serius tapi tetap COOL!

random thots!

2010-10-28T03:50:00.000+08:00

I am still on my honeymoon of not working until end of the month. Feel bad that the 1 and half month honeymoons going to be over soon but at the same time I am already bored of staying at home. Nothing serious to do which involve the brains! Only running some errands.

Well, as I am going to stay at my bro's house in Shah Alam for a while, looks like a lot of things need to be done here.

send baju to tailor (cuzzy wedding on the 14/11)
tidy up my room (throw away unwanted stuff)
laundry laundry
packing (even I am going back home every weekend)
shopping (to motivate myself for the new job)
color my hair..mmmm
threading
meeting up friends (as if I am moving out of the country haha)

Actually, I am looking forward to my new job. New people to meet up and new working environment. As I am going to work by my own, just like running my own business..I hope things gonna be smooth as expected. The only thing that makes me a little bit unhappy is to stay at my brother's house. There is nothing wrong with anyone but the feeling is different.

At the moment, I do not have any plan to rent a house in Shah Alam area. I wanted to see my working schedule and if the job demand to liaise with the govt (Putrajaya) a lot, might as well I commute everyday. Or maybe I have been pampered and spoiled staying with my parents this four years.

Lately the feelings of having my own wedding is soooooooo strong! LOL maybe because my nieces and nephews been asking a lot of when? when? when? and dad already gave a warning, reception must be at home! LOL but where is my prince charming??? Maybe I need to sacrifice a bit of here and there...well, that is what marriage is all about rite?!

I LOVE Blackberry Torch 9800

2010-10-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

I am a Blackberry freak, fan, lover and a soul mate if blackberry is a man! Can't live without blackberry even for a day!

My first experience handling and browsing through a blackberry in 2008. It was during a course but I forgot what it has got to do with the blackberry. But the moment after holding the blackberry in my own hands, I said to myself, I want ONE! Here it is, my first blackberry Curve 8130.

I started to fall in love with Blackberry on day one I am using it. It is so convenience where I can send and receive email at anytime, anywhere without having my laptop. Search anything online on the go if I ever need an info there and then. Besides that I can open all types of documents such at powerpoint, words even excel and edited it.

Most of all that I love so much, is to stay in contact with my loved ones in the Blackberry messenger which none other devices have it. I even joined a group where all my friends are in which they are all living in different states. We joke, laugh, share stories and events there. It made us closer even we are apart.

As time passes by, more and more friends are using blackberry. Mine were out dated..feel so sad and should get a new one. With better features, definitely! But I got it at later times, when it is also out dated as at that time, many of us have changed to Blackberry 9700. Who can afford of changing a blackberry so often? huhu

Here I am now, stuck with my Bold 9000.

I thought of living with the below gadget, but nothing compares to Blackberry as the saying, "Once you go BLACKberry, you can never go back!"

I missed the Blackberry even the above gadget got so many games that can kill my boredom. So, I sold it off and I stay loyal with my lover, Blackberry 9000 which is still in good condition but who does not want a latest gadget?

The Blackberry Torch 9800! The FIRST smartphone with QWERTY keypad and full 3.2 inch touch screen. Double WOW, WOW! WOW!

*pic credit to anysearchinfo.us

When it is a touch screen, this mean i can zoom in and out, scroll here and there, back and fro just on my finger tip either in landscape or portrait view.

*pic credit to anysearchinfo.us

The Blackberry Torch 9800 comes with 8GB memory but can be expandable up to 32GB. Should I say triple WOW? It is a big WOW! Imagine with 32GB of memory, we can save thousands of our favorite songs or even movies or games or all the pictures or recording of ourselves.

A good gadget comes with a good camera, a must! Same goes to Blackberry Torch equipped with 5MP camera, definitely a clear photograph and video recording of myself..chesee! With flash, auto-focus and image stabilization. No more blurry pics! Plus, 11 photo modes namely; Auto, Portrait, Landscape, Close-Up (macro), Snow, Sports, etc, just like any other compact camera. How cool is that?

With the captured photo, straightly upload it to Facebook or Twitter or share your location on FourSquare. Updating to all the social network no matter where you are.With a single post or gather and filter all your social network and feeds in one view.

*pic credit to staticintomobile.com

Faster browsing with Blackberry Torch 9800 where you can open multiple websites at tab browsing at once. Bookmarks all the favorite sites with branded icons or customize name right from the home screen. Which is really an upgrade of Blackberry as mine can't do this!

* pic credit to mobilitysite.com

All this years, my blackberry never disappoint me with CELCOM as its service provider. I could not agree more with all the CELCOM slogan in their advert CELCOM is Malaysia's no. 1 Blackberry service provider, with the best Blackberry smartphones and plans.

The great pair have been amazing all this years and I have no complaints with their clear coverage or the Celcom Exec-50 postpaid plan. The more you use, the more you save.

automatic discounts every more
talk more, save more. The more you use, the more discounts of up to 30% every month
15 cents call rate to any numbers, any other service providers
low monthly commitment as low as RM50
FREE Celcom Broadband Basic Plan for 1 month with speeds of up to 384 Kbps

Believe it or not? Here is part of my bill, Celcom Exec 50 where i got automatic discount off the amount i have used.

With all the amazing features of Blackberry Torch 9800 combo with Celcom Exec-50 plan, definitely I am dying to have one now! Check it out here!

Early bird promotion for the first 100 to pre-register and purchase it today with the Celcom Exec postpaid plan will receive:

Jabra Bluetoothe headset worth RM125
8GB Micro SD Card worth RM68
Energizer portable worth RM58

Grrrrrrrreat news for those who have been waiting for it, on the 28th October 2010, 2 more days to go!!! Celcom will be launching the Blackberry Torch 9800.

During the event, you can enjoy the amazing deals if you sign-up with Celcom for the Blackberry Torch 9800. Besides that, there will be lots of prizes, giveaway and fun activities awaits you.

Last but not least, as a loyal customer of Celcom and with high hope that I could be one of the lucky winner of Blackberry Torch 9800....

Whenever I Call You Friend

2010-10-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

Do you have a girl friend, a close friend but she will only look out for you when she is bored or having a problem. If she needs someone to talk to, she will buzz you. Else, she just keep quiet doing her own thing. She will do anything for her boyfriend without any whines but when it comes to girl friends there are thousands of excuses or complaints! What do we call this type of friend?

I do not need this type of friend in my life but we have been friend for so long and we are close. It is annoying when she seldom replied my sms unless she is bored at that time too. Even when we were chatting, sometimes she just idle in the middle of the conversation. Sadly, it only happened when I am the one talking about something. Whenever she do the talking, definitely I will reply back as soon as possible. Well, it is frustrating at times when I need her feedback but it just like I am talking to myself! Demm u :P

She will do anything, walk the extra miles if that is her needs but if for the name of friendship, kirim salam! Frustrating! Frustrating!

Suka Membawa Duka

2010-10-24T02:58:00.001+08:00

As early as 7pm on Friday evening, Del and I already step our foot in Hard Rock Cafe. We didn't plan to go but I am craving for the brownie sundae and my usual drink. Coincidence that day, Del is wearing her Hard Rock Singapore shirt while I am wearing Hard Rock New York and Hard Rock Bangkok cap as if we are the die hard fans of Hard Rock!

When the brownie is served, I jokingly sing birthday song to Del for fun. Unluckily or luckily, a few people around us heard i sang and they sang together LOL Del just follow with the flow and react normal as if her birthday. One of them who sang together just celebrated his birthday yesterday. Maybe he is happy to share his birthday with someone and got Del a Hard Rock key chain as a birthday gift! LOL He said just a small gift for you. Del feel terrible to accept it haha She also got a smoothie treat coz of her birthday :)

We both had fun!

After that, Del drove to her office to take her car. Both of us were sleepy and decided to sleep for a while before heading back home. About 5 or 10 minutes sleeping peacefully in my car, while Del is in her car, two cars came and blocked our car. Suddenly i heard their knocking on my window screen asking for my ic. I was so confused! What is this? They were not police not in any uniform too. But they said I am now at their area. They brought camera along and took pics of my ic and my car.The one handling camera is a beginner. His colleague had to light on the torch light to my ic for him to take the picture ROTFL!!!

I asked them what have i done wrong? One of them said, I am not supposed to be here. They received a report on us, two public cars at their area and it is their responsibilities to check on us. They asked us to leave the place and sleep at the main entrance which they allowed!

My sleepiness gone with the ten minutes shocking incidents! I think this goes with the old saying, 'suka suka membawa duka'.

Getting Around Bangkok

2010-10-23T18:53:00.000+08:00

The moment I am writing this, my leg is still aching from the tour I had around Bangkok and the few stairs climbed in Wat Arun, the Temple of Dawn.

It was an unplanned trip. I was looking for a holiday anywhere, an affordable one for sure before I started working. Five days before that, I went to my old workplace, took my pay cheque and one of them told me he is going to Bangkok for a golf conference. Without being invited to tag along, I just offered myself. He gave me the dates and travel itenery, so I make my own travel arrangements from 18th-21st Oct.

I started to surf the net what to do, where to go while in Bangkok. I know that this trip is going to be my own trip, all alone except for the Phat Pong which I am so looking forward to it. A must visit as all this while I only heard about it from people’s experience watching it.

Upon arrival in Bangkok, my flight scheduled is different from the five gentlemen. I took the airport rail link to Makkasan and need to change to MRT to the hotel. After five minutes walk to the nearby MRT, I felt too lazy to walk with my luggage even it was not that heavy. I walked back to the Makkasan and hopped on a cab to Palazzo hotel.

The hotel was fine to me except for the bed that is as hard as wood. After some rest, I started my exploration in Bangkok. Few minutes away from the hotel is the Huay Kwang MRT station….perfect! I stop at Siam Square to my first destination which is Hard Rock Café.

Surprisingly, not many of them knew that place or maybe our pronounciation is different. I walked all around the area until I am about to quit, from far I saw a building Hard Rock Café..yeay! jumped to joy and I bought myself a cap and an army shirt.

Siam Square is the BTS Station where you can find Siam Paragon, Siam Discovery, Siam Ocean World and many more shopping complexes. Around the area it is like a bazaar or a night market all along the road side which all the merchandise ranging from 10-300 bath! Madness! And I can say that Bangkok people shops everyday.

After getting what I want, went back to the hotel to join the gentlemen for dinner. We checked out this exclusive club where all the girls sit in the middle of the hall wearing sexy dress and nicely make-up. We sat at the lounge where there is an instrumental band performing while the mama-san approaching the gentleman with the price list from S-XL. Of course XL is the most expensive. I am not sure XL is the size of their breast or the services offered! LOL

According to them, it was expensive where at a normal club you can get two girls at that price. So we went to other club. I excused myself as I wasn’t fit with the flu and coughing. It was raining too and I just need a rest in bed. I went back to the hotel, take my medication and sleep.

After an hour or two, they called me up to their room to check out the girls the brought back haha funny. I went to their room for a while and yes! They are not bad looking. Slender figure definitely!

The next day I woke up feeling better and wanted to sleep more. My insomnia seems gone in Bangkok. After breakfast, I went for foot massage and took a cab to MBK. It is cheaper to go with MRT as Bangkok traffic is horrible at anytime.

I did nail art, bought few things which I forgot what it is but I finished all my money huhu I went to Yana restaurant which is halal but of course it is a bit expensive compared to the food court. Need a comfortable place to eat after half a day walking around MBK.

After that, I walked to Siam Square coz I really want to go to the mango shop which I passed by yesterday. I never tried mango with sticky rice. Another round of window shopping in the area and went back to the hotel.

At night, this is the most awaited event that is Pussy show! We paid 500 bath each and we the taxi driver brought us to Lucky Club. Phewwww amazing and unbelievable! The girl open up the pepsi bottle cap with her pussy, shoot a balloon with her pussy which I were given one to hold! And the scariest part where she took out a string of razor blades from her pussy. She cut a paper with all the blades one by one just to show that they are all sharp! Last but not least, SEX show. All sex styles including the helicopter which I never watch it in porn haha we were discussing and laughing and making jokes about all the styles as some of the styles were out of mind I guess hahahaha

Later that night, we went to the night market nearby the hotel for dinner cum supper. They ordered all the seafood BBQ which is so finger licking good. Tapi no gambar la pulak! And best of all the mango with sticky rice…OMG! The sticky rice is so soft and lemak..sedap giler compared to what I had in the evening.

The third day, I went out from the hotel around 11.30am yet still contemplating to go on the river cruise visiting the Wat or not. On second thought, if I did not go, what should I do? And I am already here, so I think I should just go!

Took the MRT to the Central Pier and hopped on to the public boat with 25bath if I am not mistaken. Crazy cheap huh?! You are free to hop out at any point to visit the nearby Wat or to some hotels along the riverside namely Mandarin Oriental which I can remember. Hehe Again, I am contemplating to visit the Grand Palace or Wat Arun. Remembering that I have been to Grand Palace in 1996 with my parents, where the leaning Buddha is so I decided to go to Wat Arun.

From the point, took another boat to cross over the river cost for 3bath. Murah yang amat! The stairs to the top of Wat Arun is very steep! I only climb up to the first level. At first, memang la berhajat nak naik sampai atas. Bila naik satu lagi anak tangga dan tengok bawah, mak aihhhhhhh gayat lak rasa nya. Dah la aku sorang2 if anything happen..aku kan asthma haha so pendam kan je la. Lagi pun kalu aku naik tak turun, mampus la sami Buddha tu kena bawak aku turun and I missed the boat back to Central Pier haha

The third night, didn’t go anywhere as I am so tired of walking around town from hotel to Huay Kwang MRT changed to BTS Silom to Central Pier to Wat Arun back to Central Pier window shopping at Silom Complex to Siam Paragon to Siam Square walk to MBK window shopping at MBK. Bought a small luggage, biasa la kan ntah apa yang aku beli..pergi satu bag, balik dua bag!

The fourth day, as the gentlemen turned out to be jantan yang telah meninggalkan aku kat hotel. Aku pun checked out and went to the airport straight away. Duduk la kat airport tu 5 jam while waiting for the flight!

Overall, I love Bangkok. Friendly people and safe to travel alone even I do not speak Thai. One more thing, this is the first time which I feel confident to explore places by myself! Happy :)

Love hurts

2010-10-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

It is frustrating when you are hoping too much but thing doesn't come your way. After few days away from the loved one, I would feel excited to meet him again. Furthermore, he is picking me up from the airport.

Conversations in the car turned sour. And I hate everything that happened!

He is tired and so sleepy that he wanted to go back early. And this happened for the first time ever! He said SORRY....I went out from his car, took out my luggage and into my house!

I do not know why I feel so sad. It is either my hormone as I am having my period now or what he did was something unbelievable. Well, I know he is having hard times now but I guess as expected before, when the tragedy hit his family..i know there won't be US!

The Bangkok Fever

2010-10-17T15:01:00.001+08:00

hehe poyo kan. How could i spent now when i need to shop there? This is what happened if I go to shopping malls alone. I tend to buy things which is not in my priority :P but on second thought, yeahhh i need it haha

Few days back, I sms my bro asking him if i could borrow his camera. but until today he never replied me anything! Menyampah pulak rasa. So i just went to the mall and bought one for myself! Abis cerita.

The RICOH R10. After all the reviews I read on the internet, and persuaded by the sales rep. With 7x zoom, I think it is worth it and easy point and shoot camera for a beginner like me :)

Yesterday, I tersambar this AX sunglass! I need an aviator. Is this call aviator? No idea but i like it while at the shop. After bought it and tried at home..mcm tak suka plak haha Pakai je la dulu.

These are the two novels i bought to accompany me while traveling toBangkok. I like the movie Eat Pray Love so much and that is why I want to read the novel!

I made a simple iterinary in Bangkok but will wait and see what is the guys plan. The important thing is I wanna watch the ping pong show in Phat Pong!

I am not done with my packing yet. I feel uneasy with my current health. The flu and coughing really makes me feel bad. And sometimes I can feel the sore throat. I just hope I will feel healthier once I step my feet in Bangkok!

money matters

2010-10-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

My close friend just broke up with her married bf. This is the second time that the wife found an evidence that they were still in touch with each other. The wife is really pissed off and frustrated. She would asked for a divorce if the husband going to marry my friend. As a third party in a relationship, she back off. I am not sure if it is going to be permanent or temporary.

She has been supporting him financially on monthly basis for the past 2 years which sum it up to 4-5K. I won't do this for sure coz I have been there. End of relationship, I am broke and left in debt..credit card to be exact.

Whenever a relationship ended, no matter man or woman which was the main contributor would asked or dig out all the debt incurred. It happened to me too...but the debt will never be paid off! Am I rite? Money does matter. Everything is money!

Hmm Thai's currency? Yup I'm going for a holiday there before start my new job. Well, I have been there when i was sweet seventeen but with my parents. The only place i remember was the Grand Palace. No night life at all.

Few things need to be done before departure on the 18th by MAS. Comfy :)

Money - checked
Print out tickets
Print out hotel confirmation
Get my own digicam
Plan 4D/3N itenary- any suggestion where to go?
Packing
Get my credit card (just in case) ;)

What is so smelly???

2010-10-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

I wonder why some people are just plain jealous of someone else? Why they have this bad feelings inside them? Or perhaps they were born with blackened heart! There is no way to wash out the black color off as it is purely permanent.

I am now jobless. Still waiting for the offer letter to be the Executive Assistant. A new job and definitely new environment. This would be the combination of whole working experience and life experience job. The first interview was three months back. I came half way and made my way back home as one of the staff there give me wrong direction. I was so pissed off. I am at the right way and he guided me to the wrong way!

The job is meant for me. They called me up again during my holiday in Tioman and asked me to come for the interview. Since I am jobless, I resigned on Septermber 1,2010, I went for the interview. Alhamdulillah! They offered me higher salary than before with allowances. Thank god.

Back to citer busuk hati ni. I dunno why people in Staffiled are plainly busuk hati to one another? My last day there falls on Hari Raya holidays. Most of the staff are still on leave including my manager. He insisted me to come for another THREE more days for hand over. WTF? hand over will only take a day. Three days sounds more to finish up everything that is ongoing. Am i rite? SO i decided not to come eventho they are going to pay me up for the 3 days. No, thank you.

However, I am not that mean! So, I gave a list of ongoing job plus the contact person for whoever to follow up on it. The boss were angry and frustrated with me coz I did not come for the three days. I did not even say thank you or bye to him. I WAS FRUSTRATED TOO! HE DID NOT CALLED ME UP AND ASKED ME AT ALL WHY DO I WANT TO RESIGN! WHAT TYPE OF BOSS IS THIS? HE NEVER MENTIONED ANYTHING ABOUT IT! SO WHY DO I BOTHER TO TREAT HIM NICE AND COME FOR THE THREE DAYS???!!!

Now, the whole organization is talking bad about me. They said I deleted everything in my computer. Why should i do that even that was my wish in the first place. When I took over the job, the computer is empty too! I did everything by myself! The person I replaced, left me 6 files even she has been there for six fucking years! But none of them knew about this coz I did everything by myself!

Sedih la..buat baik pun tak guna. Baik buat jahat aje kan. this is because i do not have good relations with the boss and his cronies. Life would be better there if I had my breakfast together with them and out to lunch with them too.

I just hope my boss..opss ex boss will received his punishment one day! He is too bongkak and egoistic! Not professional at all when it comes to job dan pilih kasih. I hate him. In my exit interview, my answer was dissatisfied with supervisor lalalala

p/s : the truth is, YES I thank god i deleted the whole folder that i did during my tenure there. *evil laugh*

p/s/s : FOr me, nak buat pe busuk ati kat org lain..tuhan dah sediakan bahagian masing2...so just wait or take the risk!

help needed!

2010-10-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to import some of the posting at wordpress but failed to.
i wanna move back here as i can't install the nuffnang add at the wordpress.

can anyone help me to solve either one of the above? :(((

Innalillah..

2010-09-12T04:25:00.000+08:00

Refer to my earlier post on the missing cosmetic mogul, Datuk Sosilawati, it is reported that she is dead with the rest that has been missing and were killed cruelly. My deepest condolences to the victim's family, furthermore it is during Hari Raya.

After he told me the news aired on TV3 nightline, I immediately google the news. Nothing is confirmed until 3.30am as it is published in the newspaper. I have been following the updates since they did not return home on the third day.

Semoga keluarga2 mangsa tabah menerima berita ini dan semoga roh2 mereka dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang yg beriman..ALfatihah

moved!

2010-08-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

to a new house...see u there :)

~the end~

2010-07-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

It's over and done, but the heartache lives on inside...

5 signs i am OLD!

2010-06-27T03:20:00.000+08:00

I am at home every Friday & Saturday Night - Believe it or not? Here I am updating my blog. I didn't feel the excitement to get ready..dress up..trying sexy clothes..doing make up and hair..just for a night out. I would rather be home. Doing my things or just not doing anything! haha

No guys call my hp to ask me out - When I am all alone, my handphone does not ringing at all. Not from someone who is after me or any guy friends. Just silent! Shiiiiiiiiiiiit! This evening while having a drink at Chocolat with the girls, the thot came..eh why la no one ever call me asking where am i now..what i'm up to for tonite??? am I not fun to be with anymore? Or maybe the guys are bored with me..more younger gurls huhu

No one ask my number each time I go to club - When I was in my 20's, sometimes I am proud of myself..despite of my fattiness..not fitness LOL there will be at least a guy will ask my number whenever I go out at night with my clubbing friends. It just made my night like hello..I am marketable..but now..my shares drop! or not listed anymore in the KL stock exchange. :P

I like to spend time at home - home sweet home! On my younger days, I did not mind at all to drive back and for Kajang-KL just to meet up friend over a coffee. But nowadays, I will think twice! Definitely, the thinking will include the expenses will be spent! haha I am not stingy but wiser. :)

I am WISER! - You think so? If I am wiser, definitely I won't buy that iPhone and used it for a month only. That was on my emo day! But nowadays I do lots of thinking especially when I am driving. Think of what should I do..why I did that..why is it different now and then..why i did not react as before. Lots of thinking that made me feel I am wiser in my own ways...No more silly decisions made in my life despite of shitty things that is happening now.

Makan jugak

2010-06-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

Ever since working, I did not go on a diet anymore. Do not really bother about what to wear. How to put on a diet when your office got coffee house and you can tell the chef what you wanna eat??? And your colleague like to have you as a company for a drink after work...LOL perasan..ok not all but some!

Nowadays, my working attire would be pants and blouse. I do not bother about my huge thighs anymore even it can be noticed 5km away. Until recently, I took a medical leave when every clothes I put on made me looks awful! I do not have anything to wear! Bulging here and there..goshhhhhhhhh!! This is serious man! I need to do something about it!

So, today is my second day of cheating diet hehe

Iphone 3Gs

2010-06-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

I bought this a month ago..due to stress and I wanted something for a change. I feel bored after using blackberry for nearly 2 years. But, once u go BLACKberry...u never go back!!!

I guess it explains everything why i wanna sell off my Iphone. My Iphone is in excellent condition as I seldom use it. I still love blackberry in many ways especially the blackberry messenger :)

White color. Iphone 3GS..16GB...complete set..with charger n headphone..n comes with 1 year warranty from maxis!!! unlock n jailbreak! All this for RM1800 only! I bought it for RM2430. COD!

Interested? Contact me!

Here I am...

2010-06-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

Wow...been a month that I have been on silent but I am around. I do read all the blogs in my list. The only thing is I could not find the time to update my blog.

Without I realized, how time flies..I am now 31 years old..nothing have changed. Except more fine lines under my eyes..huhu Oh and one major change is my weight! I am now few KGs heavier..I eat a lot. I am happy. But even when I am sad..I still eat a lot.

Blowing the candle the HRC style! I just spent the night with my close friends, we had dinner and music..my style. Rather than to have a big party but some of them who turn up is a stranger to U!

I had fun with the gurls. Thanks for making me laugh after a sad morning I had! I am so frustrated now but my life goes on.

loneliness

2010-05-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

killing me!

PRESSURE!

2010-05-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

After nearly 8 years of working, I realized that I can't handle pressure. No matter if it comes from my superior or in a task i am handling.

In 2007, I quit because I can't stand the pressure of the devil wears 'bata'! Seriously she is sick. She can't see her execs not doing anything even for a minute. Whenever she sees us talking, she will msn 'see me now'. Even if I just submitted my work to her. Sometimes we appeared offline to her..LOL!

Then, we the PR Dept need to handle delegates from ASEAN Countries. And I have to do the details of every minutes for the whole week of the summit. Imagine that! Ok maybe you can't imagine..lol! I forgot what it is call in the government as I used to prepare it!

For example.

9.30 am - Registration

-9.00 - XXX committee ensure door gift are at the counter

-9.15 -XXX committee standby at the registration counter

Inside the hall

-9.00 - all VIPs usherette to be ready at the hall area

Ok..enough! Siapa yang terror buat untuk 8 committee for a week summit including spouse program and their visit??? Every week we have a meeting with the CEO. My job at that time was to update that stupid event every day including recce places to be visited and banyak la aku pun dah lupa. There were only three execs but two of them were not well-versed in English. Left me alone to prepare all. I was under probation period at that time, mr sunshine left me...I was so depressed living all alone. So, I decided to tender resignation! :) Happily ever after lalalala

Three months after that, I got a job in a circuit as a sales and sponsorship executive. Sounds good with the international event we are hosting but the co-worker did not want to give cooperation. My boss which interviewed me, did not guide us either. So terkontang kanteng la buat kerja...

Eh..ni dah macam chronology pekerjaan plak. Terpesong!

NOW, I have to do promotional material for the Club including designs for posters. I can do it but surely takes time as I am not an artist. This all creativity stuff needs time. Bukan 24 jam aku ada idea nak reka macam mana! Tak bleh paham ke???? Tu tak campur dengan yang aku dah siap design, then boss ckp tak nape u tak buat mcm ni?..u buat la mcm ni mcm tu..$%($*%)!@%*! masa aku tanya tanak plak ckp nak mcm mana!!!! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I have tournament end of the month, need to submit all art work for poster, invitation later and souvenir program book by tomorrow. But none of it done. No sunshine at the moment too!

Post holiday depression

2010-05-05T19:21:00.001+08:00

Should you be energized after holiday or should you feel more holidays please?!!! As for myself, the latter one described me the best. Since I got back from my short trip to Dubai, there is a little voice in me telling me to just continue sleeping until the extent of feel like to quit my job. Seriously it happened for these three days in a row. The best thing happened in my entire life was to be unemployed in 2009. Can I repeat that again?

Works are piling high now. Datelines to meet up but I am still myself, the great procrastinator ever! Every now and then, I am thinking of quitting what I am doing right now but who is going to pay the bills? LOL so that is stopping me at the moment.

During a coffee session with friend, he asked me what I want to do and do what I like to do. My answer was I nak kawen! Bleh?

I never was an ambitious person. I used to think that after studying, work for several years and get married. Unfortunately, I never found the ONE! Ohhhhhhhhh god, why suddenly I am so depressed???!!!

rojak

2010-04-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

tetiba je mood swing..suppose happy for the holiday but hangen tak tentu pasal. main poker pun no luck. i'm not done packing. i dunno how to travel light.

a bit frustrated tonite. entah la..things seems didn't turn out well as before. maybe i expected too much and take things for granted.

dunno what to do..how to react..dalam hati sakit jugak takde sapa yang tau. cari penyakit! but things can never end! getting more complicated each day. if i ask for more, of course i need to give more in return. sacrifice! can i?

sometimes i just wished it end. take out that particular part in my brain and there will be no memories. but it is easier said than done.

Leaving on a jet plane..

2010-04-25T14:43:00.000+08:00

Three more days to go. Yahuuuuuuuuu!!! I am soooooooooo looking forward for this holiday. It has been yearsssss since my last holiday abroad. Jakarta/Bandung doesn't include in. LOL. My last holiday was in 2008 to Jakarta/Bandung, Sabah and Singapore. Singapore was just a day trip. Love their end of the year sale. As I was jobless in 2009, so I can only afford to go to Tioman, having fun under the sun and white sandy beaches. Pretending like orang kaya...haha

Now, after 4 months of working. Only 4 months? Feel like working there 4 years! Seriously bored and fed up with the people and system. And this 5 days off away from office is a total relieve for me!!!

Nothing much to pack as the weather are just the same as here. If I need something to wear, I can just check out my bff wardrobe hehe :P The only thing is I think my suitcase is too big for a 5 days trip. If I bring a smaller one, then it will be too small! Haihhhh..that is why I did not pack anything yet.

Yes! And there are few things I need to do before the trip.

the reasons..

2010-04-25T14:07:00.000+08:00

Hoobastank? yeah..all of us love the song so much. but this is the reasons why i did not update my blog as frequent as before. :)

actually i updated it two weeks ago while i was in the hod meeting using my bb. but when i posted it, all the updates gone! so that is why there is no update.

where have i been this few months? i am around in this cyber world. can't live without the technology. but i am lost in the CamFrog world! Maybe some of you do too..to some of you who got no idea what it is all about, CF is a chatting room which display your webcam. Unless you do not have a webcam.

Star 1 - my webcam, but i paused it since I did not take my bath yet. LOL! So other user will see my webcam black! And my id is at the lurkers.

Star 2 - webcam belong to other user who i feel like to see.

If both of the user see each other at the same time, both head will be green n the froggy eyes will be wide opened! It is just fun to chat and get to know people thru here. We meet up and become friends. There were gathering and other activities too.

But, you wanna how I get carried away with it? Just try download the CF at http://camfrog.com and add my id :)

me at the mo

2010-04-05T03:40:00.000+08:00

Sejak dua menjak ni I am so occupied with my daily activities and by the weekends I will be so damn lazy to go out lepak2..I chose to be at home. I know that I have neglected some of my friends. No time at all for them like those days. I feel sorry for that as I need to prioritized. Hope you guys understand my situation.

Skang aku sedang berjinak2 dgn golf. Dah 2 days in a row went to the driving range. I got myself an iron, a cheap one..2nd hand cukup la for beginner hehe nanti dah terror baru la beli golf set :P

Finally, I will be flying to Dubai by the end of the month to visit my bff. Dari bujang sampai dah nak beranak baru la aku nak pi melawat dia. Baru ada rezeki lebih beb :) tu pun sebab dia dah nak balik KL..kalu dak, alamat nye tunggu aku buat haji and transit sana LOL

p/s: Monday blues :(

left unsaid!

2010-03-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

Friday night, I attended client's CNY open house with my Operations Manager. It was my boss instructions to both of us..only both of us! As usual, they served alcohol. When we were at the beverages area, I was about to take the soya bean and my OM said..what do u wanna have? red wine? So..i just took the soya bean. My GM was there as well and all of them drank beer.

After I am done with my food, I feel wanna relax a bit and I asked for a glass of red wine. That was after my GM left. And I guess it is ok to drink by looking at people around me. Well, my previous job also comes together with free flow of alcohol...so not a big deal! After two glasses of red wine, we went back.

The next day, went to office and nothing about it. But today after I sms my colleague asking about if I am on duty or not tomorrow..he replied..yes u are..did anyone tell u about the open house? In my mind..hmmm dah agak dah..but I just pretend I dunno. So I asked what? They said u drink..I said..mestilah I wud die choking if I dun drink. N my colleague called me up on my hp. But I was lazy to talk or discuss bout it.

I know..as a muslim it is wrong to drink alcohol. But I dun drink mcm longkang and I wasnt drunk at all! Still jaga my reputation as a PR for the club. Besides that, there were only 3 person at my table including me. Arak haram bila memabukkan but I minum biasa2 je. I know it is still haram..adoiiii bleh tak dorang ni jaga hal dorang sendiri..if it is my lifestyle so what? aku tak kacau hidup korang pun..

So after i korek2 the story..the OM bukak cerita during lunch on Saturday. There were all 5 of them. He said lots of food and alcohol too. Myself drink sampai muka merah..WTF!!! So will be a hot story now that I'm a drinker! Urghhhhhhh!!!

I do not understand why my OM have to say that to the others and left them to their own conclusion. I just had two glasses of red wine..it was nothing at all and to me it is casual drink for ladies! Adoiiiiiiiiii penat la mcm ni!!! N tak pasal2 my colleague yg sms tu yg kena penangan angin aku! THankS!!!

my panta

2010-03-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

Souvenir from Guilin.

Which One To Get?

2010-03-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

I have no idea at all when it comes to digi cam. Never bought any. For years I have been utilizing my camera phone, anywhere..anytime. However, since my SE C902 always disappoint me, I guess it is the time to have one now.

After a few searches in the net, I found out that this Canon Ixus IS 95 is the best digi cam for those who wanted to take pics casually..randomly..just for fun and the outcome is superb!With affordable price of RM780.

So I went to the shop, and there was this Sony W350 which a latest model, smaller..lighter and wider screen than the above digi cam. The price is RM850.

However, I didn't buy it yet. The next day after I decided to buy the Canon, I went to other shop in Alamanda and the sales person suggested me to buy the Sony W320. Haihhhh...coz it is the latest model and same price as the Canon. And he said, with all the specs it have, the digi cam is worth the money...

Now, I have a few choices. Any idea which one to get?

Quick update

2010-03-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

Just a quick update on wats happening in my life now. I am so occupied with I dunno what I am doing but everyday, once I get home, I will be hook up with the CAMFROG la la la..have u heard bout it? Will tell you more about it on a different entry.

Work wise as usual. Getting used of it.

Love life..just as before..nothing interesting to update. No proposals yet. LOL

By the way, I plan to go to Dubai in May to visit my BFF which is currently 3 months pregnant..perhaps..not so sure as she srarely talks about it. I have few replacement days off but I am afraid if I do the ticket booking now, at the very last minute my workplace organize an event on the same date I am going away.

Haih..big decision..I am not confirm yet but as of today I haf 4.5 annual leaves and 3 replacement days off! Plus, the flight ticket is cheap now...

Shud I discuss with my boss now or just the booking??? what will be, will be..in dilemma again huhu.....

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2010-02-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

i had an emo bad day from am to pm. frustrated. no words can describe the feelings i have had but it sucks!

sekadar gambar hiasan ekekekekeke tiada kaitan dgn ini cerita

Latheena Far Infrared Sauna

2010-02-15T19:33:00.001+08:00

Last week on one of my off days, I memenuhi jemputan pengusaha muda Latheena Far Infrared Sauna located at Taman Tun Dr. Ismail. I forgot to take pics of the location but it is situated on upper level of Secret Recipe. The door is in between Secret Recipe and Modern Mum.

She runs the business with her SIL. They just bought the business from the previous owner. Knowing her, a health freak haha dia mmg suka giler benda2 health ni. Bila dia percaya, dia buat and dia promote. So aku pun datang la.

What is Far Infrared?

	Infrared light is part of the Sun's invisible spectrum of light that has the ability to penetrate the human tissue.
	Infrared heat therapy uses these far infrared light characteristics to heat the body directly rather than just the air.
	The experience of a far infrared sauna is similar to sunbathing, which gives you the radiant heat that is all your own.
	Unlike sunbathing, far infrared heat therapy is completely healthy and safe. You can relax in a far infrared sauna and it will never cause your skin to burn.
	Far infrared saunas increase the body's core temperature thus resulting in a much deeper, more detoxifying sweat from the cellular level of the skin where many toxins are housed.
	Conventional hot rock/steam heat saunas heat the air with steam, which can often be unbearably hot and will cause you to only sweat at the surface of the tissue. Steam also makes the air difficult to breath.
	A far infrared sauna uses soothing dry far infrared heat that is well ventilated and extremely comfortable and relaxing.

This is the cabin for two persons. You can enjoy the sauna session with your besties or clients hahaha panas clients ko! Comes with comfy backrest.

You can bring in your camera, laptop and make live blogging, ipod ke segala mak nenek electronic gadget ko bleh bawak masuk. Tidak akan rosak!

Each cabin is equipped with blaupunkt cd player. You can bring or choose your own song to enjoy your sauna session! Kalau bawak laptop, bleh tengok movie jugak kan..best!

Ok ape bagus nye buat sauna ni?

	Relaxation Sunlight Saunas delivers the ultimate experience in relaxation.
	Rejuvenation Renew and replenish your body and spirits with far infrared therapy.
	Improves Circulation Heating of muscles produces an increased blood flow level similar to that seen during exercise.
	Skin Purification Now you can have your very own personal spa! Far infrared therapy is excellent for healthy glowing skin!

After sauna session, u can enjoy foot reflexology as well. But during my visit, the therapist was not around! Recommended by the sauna's owner. According to her, the therapist is really good and has cured paralysed patient too.

Banyak lagi la kebaikan far infrared sauna ni..termasuk bleh menghilangkan SELULIT! Musuh utama kaum wanita. Juga bleh menguruskan badan. Haaa teknologi ini juga la yang di gunakan di dalam korset2 itu kan??? So if korang tak suka pakai korset, korang pi je la buat sauna ni!

Good news to all ladies and gentleman my blog readers, if you wanna try, you can call the sauna and make an appointment! Just said you read it from THEPINKYBERRY and you will get special promo price at RM35 per session for 30 minutes. Murah kan?

So, why wait? Do contact Cik Lisa at 014 2299430!

Valentine's Day

2010-02-15T18:47:00.000+08:00

Lagi2 belentine kan..aku tak sambut as usual..hehe last year pun tak sambut tp ada gak adiah..this year tak sambut n takde adiah kot..or adiah belum sampai dr langit..

Tadi one of the gurlies, zammy ajak aku tengok Valentine's Day movie..dengan bangga aku jawab..dah tengok la premier screening..hehe thanks nuffnang! Zammy..cissssssss, best tak? My answer is ok la..aku rasa citer ni mcm tak bg kesan sangat mcm citer He's so not into u..bila tengok citer tu, semangat nak berdating n mencari bf meluap2..but citer Valentine's Day ni...lebih kepada CINTA or perasaan ko tu n halangan2 dalam bercinta. Juga tidak terhad kepada mereka2 yg akil baligh..perasaan ni dah mula developed sejak kanak2 lagi..dats y la anak buah aku gedik2 ada bf n gf kat skool.. :P

Mcm yang korang tgk ni la kan..pelakon semua meletop2 gitu..including my date mr mc dreamy patrick dempsey, julia roberts..tp part dia sket sangat. Queen latifah, ashton kutcher, anne hathaway, jessica alba...tengok je la gambor tu n pikir la sendiri ye sape lagik para pelakon nye...

As usual, citer2 begini..they are link to one another..A kwn dengan B yg couple dengan C, C plak kwn ngan D yg husband dia A. Gitu la kan...Nak aku review satu2 couple ke? Rajin kah aku? Let's see..

This romantic comedy movie is about Ashton Kutcher, a florist engaged to his fiance, jessica alba, all his freinds did not like it coz they can tell that she's not the one for him. But no one got the guts to tell him. Maybe because he is extremely happy and so sure that she's the one!

His best friend is jennifer garner. Ada bf, a doctor and a divorcee played by patrick dempsey. On V day, patrick pi la florist (ashton kutcher) suh buat delivery bunga, rupanya one for his wife and one for jennifer garner. When ashton knew bout it. did ashton tell jennifer garner? Did she believe it?

Jennifer kawan dgn jessica biel. She organised I HATE VALENTINE'S DAY dinner party every year. So all the singles will join her ~~including me~~. But at the end, she finds her true love...which is???

Anna plak PA to Queen Latifah. Anna is part time phonesex entertainer. Lawak giler dia nye watak.

Jessica Biel, PR Rep to sportsmen Eric Dane..a gay? Mcm tak percaya..I guess he made it up the story for the sake of his career. Si Queen ni plak aku dah lupa..

Yang paling menyampah sekali teenage love, Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swift..such a bimbo she is in this movie! Tapi ini adalah kenyataan kot for some teenage love...hehehe

Some of the LOVE values yang aku masih ingat coz aku nak try praktikkan ahaksssss

Terima lah buruk seseorang yang kita sayang jugak, bukan terima yang baik sajork!
Kahwin lah dengan kawan baik anda haha maksud tersirat disebalik nye pandai2 la korang terjemah sendiri ye.
Kita tak tau where we can find love..maybe kita dok cari jauh2..tapi tak perasan cinta tu ada depan mata je kek sebelah umah ajo! ;p sebelah umah aku anak2 ikan je..hehe
Cinta perlukan pengorbanan!
Siasat org tu betul2 sebelum tangkap cintan..kerna tak mau la cintan dengan laki orang..sebab bila dah tercinta, mampukah kita nak melangkah dan tinggalkan cinta itu??? Lu pikir la sendiri...

My Valentine's

2010-02-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

I dedicated all the LOVE that i have to the one I love, my sunshine n my hatred at the same time.

He is my accountant too..help me managing my money wisely..reasons for me to control my nafsu membeli! He is my everything yet complicated! I wish things wud be easier in every ways hukhuk

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL & GONG XI FA CAI

charity..charity..charity

2010-02-08T15:37:00.002+08:00

This is an update from my last post when I was busy looking for a charity home in Mantin area. At last, I found a center for special children. On my first visit, masa tu dah pukul 12 lebih, rupanya budak2 tu semua dah balik rumah dorang. At that time, left this one boy..physically disabled yet still active. Kesian aku tengok..

I reported to my boss and he agreed with it. After a short discussion with the penguasa of the center, I went for a second visit. Giler hati aku tersentuh..huhu tiba2 rasa nak nangis pun ada while posting this entry hehe aku mmg emo terlebey ;p

At that time, ada dalam 15 orang of these special children. The first 10 minutes, dorang tengok aku pelik. Lepas aku amik gambor dorang semua. They became nice to me and sangat mesra. Bila dorang nak balik, ada yang salam tangan and cium tangan aku. Giler tersentuh beb..can't express the feelings la..masa tu terasa bersyukur dgn nikmat dunia yang aku kecapi. Masa yang sama jugak, maha hebat kuasa Allah tu kan..walau pun budak2 ni kekurangan in some ways, but you can see their love and bond in each other. Pandai jugak dorang bergurau..

So what did I do in order to raise fund for them? Aku kena buat charity orange sale inconjunction to the CNY. The idea was brought up by a member. Bagai nak mati aku carik supplier limau..last2 aku jumpa sorang uncle ni yg sanggup letak limau dia kat club without any deposit. Tapi sape nak jaga or jual limau tu? Since that day yang aku ponteng kerja, to clean up my name and prove it to the boss..so aku pun sanggup la jual limau itu on weekends..in total 5 days bebeh!!!

Aku berjaya jual dalam 130 kotak limau and collected about RM400 for the charity. Sikit je kan..tak berbaloi dengan penat lelah aku jual limau tu hahaha korang pernah ke jual limau??? haha kat sini semua benda kena buat sendiri..this is why i said, I am the boss and also the kuli to myself!

On other note, I am currently running charity ads in my blog to help out baby Ammar who is suffering from Patent Ductus Arteriosus (PDA) and also a special children, if I'm not mistaken. He has a hole in his heart which results in oxygenated blood and non-oxygenated blood mixing together, which in turn puts a lot of strain on his heart and lung arteries. In some cases, the hole eventually seals itself up after some time, but during a routine checkup on 11 January 2010, it was clear that that wasn’t the case with Baby Ammar and doctors pronounced surgery as being necessary to prevent the situation from growing worse.

He needs some funds for his operation. For more info you can visit his mother's blog http://mylife-asz.blogspot.com or http://www.nuffnang.com.my/blog/2010/02/05/baby-ammar/

Ni saje yang I dapat buat for you baby Ammar..semoga dipermudah kan segalanya..AMIN....

p/s: Kindly click the BABY AMMAR ads for his funds..tq bebeh! (charity ads bleh paksa org click kah???)

hello again...

2010-02-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

Fuhhhh....it has been a long time since my last update. I was not that occupied with my work but there was nothing interesting to update besides my work. Well, my work was not that interesting as well but my colleagues attitude that i encounter everyday including gossip about me are interesting! Whatever it is, now it has been a month that I have been working in this company. I survived! But dunno for how long hehe

A friend offered a job at Sudan Embassy as a PA with salary slightly the same as I got now. But both have pros and cons. Being in a PR line for few years and used to the busy scene of an event, I cannot imagine myself sitting at a desk organizing my boss schedule...mcm boring aje...hehe sorry to all PA's but this is what i feel. So I decided to stay at my current company. Perhaps the working environment and the mentality in an embassy are better but I cannot tolerate the bad traffic jam I have to face everyday to work. Should I say that currently I redha and accept what I have now. Maybe it is the best for me in the meantime...who knows???

I am on leave for two days until tomorrow. I am happy that I got the passes to watch the Valentine's Day movie preview. Yahuuuuu!!! Thanks Nuffnang! Who else going? This is my first time going in public to meet up with other nuffnanger hehe

Nothing much to update by now. I have settled my debt with a bank..finally! Going to the dentist and need a facial by tomorrow. OH and need to fix my eyebrows too. As I need to grooming some of the caddies at the club, might as well I fix myself first haha Yeah..been three months that I did not go for threading!

Will update on my charity sale soon.

Takde Jodoh..Bodoh...

2010-01-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

Sekadar luahan perasaan..kalu luahan kena cakap melayu..baru lah terbit dari hati aku. Something is bothering me. Aku tak nak pikir sangat but it is there and I can't get it out of my head!

For 2010, aku dah buka pintu hati aku to a new relationship. Haih..susah plak nak cakap soal hati dan perasaan dalam blog ni when it comes to LOVE! Ok, last week aku dah terima lamaran ekekeke dah bersetuju menjadi gf dia. However, i do not feel as if i haf a bf. Ya baru seminggu and takde pun dalam hati aku lagi. Tapi apsal aku selalu ingat dia ha? I wish he is for real. Ngat bleh dating this weekend..tp tak jadi atas sebab2 yang tak dapat dielakkan..haaa...halangan?

And at the same time I miss him from the past yang tak kan ke mana tu. Aku tau dia pun rindu aku tapi ego punya pasal.

Pastu tiba2 ada sorang mamat lain yang aku tak kenal sangat..tapi kenal mcm2 tu aje...ajak aku kuar arini..siap nak datang jemput sebab aku malas nak drive pi KL..alasan sahaja ye..tapi aku not interested. He is not my type. Pelik jugak mamat ni tiba2 nak jumpa la ajak minum la nak datang sini la..apakah?

Baik lah..topik yang ingin aku cakap ni adalah..nape orang yang aku suka, selalu tak layan aku sangat..n orang yang aku tak suka..beriya2 plak ngan aku? I realized dari dulu lagi mmg mcm ni..aku suka thrill kot..thrill suka lelaki tp bila lelaki tu dah suka..mcm tak best plak..apakah? One thing for sure..I am fear of commitment! How eh? Need to change mindset ke? OR change handset? haha

Ni la yang di namakan takde jodoh..bodoh! Tapi sampai bila? Penat oooo....time is running out! Kenapa lah macam ni ya?

Sometimes bila hidup aku tenang aman damai takde lelaki..dorang akan datang and kacau hidup aku ngan janji2 manis ayat2 palsu taik kucing yang sedap di dengar..pastu biar aku plak kejar dorang! Bleh tak kalau korang jangan kacau hidup aku? Stay away from me!

Skang aku memang mau attract lelaki yang baik sahaja. Tapi lelaki yang baik ni macam alahai nape la dia baik sangat hehe tapi bila lelaki yang nakal..ko rasakan lah nanti what will happened in the end. Haih..never ending story la pasal jodoh ni..sampai la aku bertemu jodoh!

Ye..aku tidak la sibuk sangat dalam hal jodoh ni..but as for this boring sunday afternoon, it is really bothering me! Ok lah..lebih baik pi melompat atas DDR yang dah berlipat n berabuk tu!

Charity for CNY

2010-01-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

Bz Bz Bz to update blog. Actually, wasn't that bz but by the time I reach home..I am tired and got no idea what to share in here. It has been 3 weeks now that I am working. Adjusting everything to adapt in the new world. To be honest, i screwed up in the third week..purposely! And my bos tiau me in the morning briefing for free haha well, damage done..I deserved it! Life goes on....tomorrow is a new day.

Now, I am planning for charity visit to old folks home in Negeri Sembilan...if anyone of you read this, kindly suggest any old folks home that I can visit for the purpose. I have no idea at all as I am not familiar with Negeri Sembilan. I am looking for a private and independent charity home that are really in needs.

Okay..perhaps not only old folks home but any charity home that will celebrate Chine New Year. Be it down syndrome child, orphans or anything lar but not drugs rehabilitation center. It can also be Chinese family living in poorness just like Bersamamu but must be in Negeri Sembilan.

Please suggest people..indirectly u r doing some charity too :)

p/s: I'm touched when he sms me asking how am i getting on now..he still cares hukhuk

Letter to BFF

2010-01-18T23:36:00.004+08:00

Dear BFF,

I called you once to wish u happy birthday but you did not pick up the phone. Maybe u r occupied with ur spa/manicure birthday treats! As a result, I think I wanna blog about it..dedicated to u special on ur birthday. But, soon after I upload pics of us...I lost words hehe

So I googled a birthday poem best described how I feel..I know, along the years that we sometimes had disagreement and hurt each other unintentionally..BUT you are still my best friend forever and I LOVE YOU, muachsssss!!!

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.Happy Birthday!

Hugs & Kisses,

PinkyBerry :)

p/s: Balik KL ye, aku belanja..double celebrations :)

My Valentine's Day

2010-01-16T03:02:00.003+08:00

Going out on Valentine's Day is not advisable for single lady...single guy would be ok coz they do not care..hahaha kidding ;p

Unless, you ladies do not mind feeling sad and envy the happy couples you will see around you. SO, I would rather stay indoor pampering myself and be happy like any ordinary day..

Oh! Anyway, I still have a month time to find a date for Valentine's Day..who knows? ;p

Or perhaps, just stick to my initial plan..enjoying my bubble bath..

Suddenly,

TING TONG! TING TONG!

The door bell rings..

I quickly dress up and open the front door..

OMG! OMG!

~~Seriously I will fainted and that's it! End of the night!~~ But act cool...

And we will prepare dinner together..setting up the table overlooking the romantic view of wherever it is god knows...enjoying the food, wine and each other's company..Patrick Dempsey and Me..Me and Patrick Dempsey..Patrick Dempsey and Me..*****long sigh******

Are you sure enough we will ONLY look at each other huh? Well, I am not sure too haha but that is the way I want to spend my V Day with Patrick Dempsey..if I could! Will talk n talk n talk to know more bout each other coz to know me is to LOVE me :)

Life Goes On

2010-01-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

Ever since I am working, I just do not have the time to update my blog and visit others too. I-am-not-hook-up-with-my-laptop kinda person coz I have my blackberry and I like to spend time lepak2, by the time I got home..I am so tired. After shower, the only thing I need is my good night sleep to be ready for tomorrow's work.

Back to work again after a year and a half leaving the office environment is something BIG and CHALLENGING to me right now. So far, I just go with the flow and I do not complain things so much to friends about how bad the office is hehe I guess it is a good signal for me to stay longer there. Apart from that, my family is very supportive knowing that I am working again so I will try my best to endure all the challenges i am facing. Taking it easy, get all my job done and impress the boss!

Last nite I fell asleep at 8.30pm in my uniform and just woke up this morning at 8 plus. Crazy huh? It seems like I am the one who played golf! I am on public holiday today for the Birthday of YDP Besar Negeri Sembilan. I got few things to do but I am still in bed updating my blog and blogwalking. Reading on my bff's..i also had the same thought few days back. I realized how I missed being lady of leisure for a year. No responsibilities and no headache. However, it is a NEW me now..no turning back! Cheers~~~

Good News VS Bad News

2010-01-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

For the first time ever, I received an invite from NuffNang! Yeayyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Thank you for choosing me :) I am so excited about it. My entry for the Samsung Color Me Corby has been approved and I am looking forward to it.

However, it is on Saturday which is my working day...........dem! dem! dem!

What should I do? At first I thought of taking leave and ask my boss for his kind consideration as this is something has been planned long time ago..hahaha ya kah? Or quietly go on MC on that particular day..huhu

Unfortunately at the same day, there will be a golf tournament and I think I need to be there as an exposure for the first time. Definitely my boss won't accept any excuse from me for not to be there...Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh please help me!!! I have to reply to NuffNang by tomorrow, 3pm! :(((

When one door closes, another one door opens...

2010-01-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

Some of my close friends been telling me to find a job and I shut them off by telling them NEXT YEAR lar! Let me stay in my comfort zone of laziness and enjoy the moment while I can. Why I said next year? In my opinion, one year is the maximum period to be unemployed. More than that, HR of a company would be in doubt to hire you and perhaps would not be interested even to call you for an interview.

Year 2010 begins with better days than last year and has opened up a new door for me. I jumped to joy when a HR in a country resort called me up on the second day of new year offering me a job there. Without any doubt, I accepted it.

At last, I got what I wish for! Alhamdulillah...and my parents are happy too.

I am not lazy but I am not a workaholic to stay back after the office hours. As for now, I am happy with the package offered.

9-5 job (but depends on events)- can wake up at 8am :)
20 mins drive from home- no more traffice jams
meal allowance
resort facilities
medical benefits

What more could you ask for after a tiring day straining your eyes in front of the computer...

Oh! I was amazed looking at the green field on my first day when I went down for the lunch break. All this years working, lunch would be in a cafe which surrounded by other buildings or in the same building. Buildings here and there but now tenang jiwaku~~~~

p/s: Is the grass is always greener on the side? hehe nothing to do with the entry. but looking at the green grass just remind me of the idioms :)

Beginning of The End

2009-12-31T04:04:00.001+08:00

TIME TO SAY GOODBYE TO 2009

I am glad that year 2009 has come to an end. At last my most miserable year is over now...tata..still miserable while posting this! Nothing much to update. But I guess I need to scribble something for the very last day of the year. Let's make summary of year 2009 just like the tv channels do for all the things happened around the globe.

Beginning of the year, I was in serious relationship. We nearly got married but for some reasons, perhaps tiada jodoh..so it came to an end. I need to consider all factors if I was really serious to marry him including to jeopardize my relationships with my family. A big NO. Oh! My love life just like a roller coaster..

I was saved by my hero on Valentine's Day. It was such a romantic lovey-dovey moment after 3 years knowing him. However, it did not last long. Hiccups here and there..biasa la kan..sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit..ni kan plak aku yang takde pape ikatan.*sigh* He left me in confusion and it was too complicated to let someone understand the situation.

As years goes by or by this year to be exact, after series of broken-hearted, frustrations and happiness to be in love..I learned one thing, soal hati dan perasaan, tak boleh dipaksa..ONLY YOU, understand it..feel it! SO..ignore all the comments that people gave you. And from that moment on, I never objected or have negative thoughts on who is my friend's date. How lousy that person is..if he is the only one who makes u happy..so y bother bout others? go to hell with them..(oh terpesong pulak)

As a conclusion of my love life, I am single now and ready to mingle! *wink*

Career wise, I did not succeed in the path I chose. I crawled, walked, run and I fell down. I got up few times, tried to crawl again slowly but the path was not meant for me. And I gave up. Now, I got job interviews back to back. But looking at the job market now, I can't demand as much as my salary before. It made me think twice if I should turn back to the path I left. There is no other way to be YOUNG, RICH and SUCCESSFUL except to be your own boss. Or, perhaps I will do it again until I get a job. Who knows 2010 will bring me luck and I will hit the jackpot.

Actually, I did well until I met him. I closed 00K investment without proper presentations and I even presented my proposals alone, one on one with one of the ministers. Something to be proud of...duduk semeja ngan minister :)

Now, giving second thought of doing it again.

What else? Health? Hmmm I was ballooning in the beginning of the year. I gained 6kg of being lady of leisure...huhu nice huh?? but not the gaining weight part! Hate to be soooo fat when I can't even wear my denim skirt, got to buy new jeans with one size bigger..huhu so depressing! Until October I finally decided to lose weight seriously. And I am happy now with the Dance Dance Revolutions but I already ignored it for a month! Yeah..so happy after losing 4kgs and holidays came up with makan2 every week..urghhh ok will start diet again on the 1st January 2010..need to be reminded frequently lar...yeah and 20 more days to go for the Guess challenge!

As a single woman, that is all my concern by now. I just hope 2010 will bring me joy, luck, love, love, love, money, money, money, prosperity ~~burger~~ through out the year. All the good things...indeed.

Wishing all my friends, new friends, readers all the best for 2010 and happy holidays!

My NEW Blogging Friends

2009-12-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone..wanna be friends? hehe

Please leave ur link in the comment box and i will link u special at MY NEW BLOGGING FRIENDS list! Exchange link okeh! :)

p/s: miss diana ajaq..bleh tinggalkan ur link again? i tak reti trace back ur link..huhu

ERL to LCCT experience

2009-12-27T19:02:00.001+08:00

It was a very last minute decision to go to Langkawi coz we wanted to kill the boring long weekend in KL. However, it was only a night stay there as most of the affordable hotels by the seasides are fully booked and left us with the only choice City Bayview Hotel..betul2 dlm Pekan Kuah. Few mins walk to the duty free shopping paradise. Chocs n liquor, pinggan mangkok for the makcik2...

Back to my main post...I leave all the bookings to my friend since at that time I was busy with something else. Later she sms me the flight details and I was like..hmmm...she bought Air Asia tix?! The last time i traveled with Air Asia was on my Sabah trip August 2008. Eversince there is Fireflyz, I always opt for it..Practically easier and convenient to access to Terminal 3, Subang. I flew several times with Fireflyz this year to Singapore, Kuala Terengganu and Kuantan.

All night long, I have been thinking..how do i get to LCCT yeah..so lazy to go to LCCT. Definitely tak nak menyusahkan my dad to send me there. My mind can't stop thinking..mmm sape nak antar yer? where to park my car..bla bla bla i even thought of going to KL Sentral and take the RM8 bus to LCCT!

At 3pm the actual day we are flying, my fren said she is going to park her car at the Putrajaya ERL. I pun ok je la..just follow her..so ok lah c u there at 6pm..since our flight is at 9pm.

I was a little bit late coz I am not really in the mood to go now..packing pun last minute...hahaha am I crazy or what? Decided to go but now not in the mood to go. When I arrived at the Putrajaya ERL, she already bought the ERL ticket for me..I just followed her..too lazy to think and ask for the details.

I like to take the ERL as it is very punctual. When it says 10 mins, so it will arrive in 10 mins time. I wish the KTM commuters can be as punctual as the ERL! Ok..dreammm on..it will never be..

While in the ERL, I asked my fren, eh kita nak berenti mana ni..nanti nak naik ape plak from KLIA..haha yeah..lately I am so lost...(so lost without him) then she said berenti kat Salak Tinggi, naik bas to ERL! OHHHHH bila dia ckp je mcm tu..terus otak aku teringat....

Lor..selama2 ni selalu je nampak iklan ni kat blog..I do read few bloggers advert which using this services..hahaha so silly of me..tak terpikir pun nak guna perkhidmatan ini..langsung..well as I said earlier, I AM SO LOST!!! Skang barulah excited coz I got the chance to experience it as well as the other bloggers..hehe

Turun ERL Salak Tinggi, terus naik bas dah siap tunggu kat tepi tu..without wasting anytime..bas pun gerak..tak payah nak tunggu penumpang penuh ke ape! Excellent!

Tambang pun murah..RM5.50 for the ERL and transit shuttle terus sampai LCCT. Takde gambo dlm bas..but the bus is also comfy. Approx 20 mins in the bus, we reached LCCT. A convenient way to LCCT..looking forward to more holidays around the world..cheap tix with Air Asia..conveninet to get to LCCT..plus the parking at putrajaya ERL is also FREE!

Hershey's Hershey's

2009-12-27T16:47:00.001+08:00

I was awake by her sms...

hershey's hershye's hershey's hershey's hershey's hershey's hershye's hershey's hershey's hershey's hershey's hershye's

fyi, i am already back in town but i didn't buy anything........for my friends :)

Luahan Tak Terhingga

2009-12-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

Edisi membebel. Skang aku tak rasa aku ada best friend kat KL (to be specific) yang boleh aku harapkan (coz we used to see each other every week but now not anymore)..Aku bukan la nak kata aku ni kawan yang terbaik. But all this while aku rasa aku dah jadi yang terbaik including i always pay upfront for her if we are going to Tioman..(bukan nak ungkit) being considerate knowing her salary is not that much. Aku jugak penah bawak dia pi bercuti bila aku tau dia sgt2 la sedih lepas kena serang ngan bini org itu n telah putuskan hubungan mereka..tapi pas tu sambung balik..(buang karen je support her not to be with him!)

Dah la dia tinggalkan aku masa nak pi sales. Infact lately, mmg dia pi mana2 pun dengan kwn blur dia n dia tak ajak aku dah. Maybe ajak aku bila nak gunakan aku..kereta aku..for example pi genting..sebab keta dia not in good condition and her friend's car, viva kot n the way she drives is scary! So ajak la aku..sedih kan...meh nak citer...

Satu pagi I was in hurry with my nephew n nieces to karaoke. aku pun lupa yg duit aku dlm jeans lagi satu. so aku pakai jeans lain, amik henbeg n terus kuar umah. After 1 hour kat situ, i realized..alamak ada RM50 je dalam purse..giler ape? nak bayar for 3 person ni..mmg cuak giler n aku pun sms la my so called best friend ni..bgtau my situation and ask her to bank in money to my account. lagipun dia ada utang aku few hundreds which she promised to pay this month. Dia bleh jawab cemana dia nak buat pasal aku takde maybank2u..masa tu dia kat OU. Effortless..terus jawab cemana nak buat..kalu dah tau aku betul2 perlukan pertolongan, tak bleh ke ko bank in kat CIMB or RHB??? Fine! aku tak suka susah kan org!

Nak bagi ati aku sedap, aku mintak bil awal2 n nasib baik tak sampai pun RM50 sebab early bird! Thank god.

Dah petang lepas tu, dia sms tanya ape plan for the new year as she wanted to go somewhere nak rasmikan swimming suit baru. Aku mmg takde plan n suh dia buat plan..so she suggested Tioman for new year. Dia nak bawak kawan blur dia tu sekali. Heiii ape kes?? Fyi, dgn menggunakan membership dedi ku..dpt la murah utk duduk kat tioman tu. Maka nye, tidakkah dia mcm nak gunakan aku saje? bila aku ckp tak bleh guna membership tu..terus senyap, tak ckp dah nak pi holiday mana2...

Kejadian terkini yang aku rasa sangat..aku ada antar baju kat kwn blur dia. Minah ni pandai jait la tp tak jait2 baju aku tu. Aku sms dia mintak tolong dia amikkan baju contoh aku yang aku bagi tu sebab aku nak pakai esok pi Langkawi..dia ckp minah tu dah balik rumah..dia bagi no hp minah tu suh aku call n pi amik..padahal ofis dia ngan umah minah tu dlm 10 minit aje. Aku ckp aku kat MRR2 skang ni..n dia plak guide aku suh masuk DUKE terus ke rumah minah tu tanpa tol. Tol tu aku tak kisah tp kan aku dah kata jln jem giler..tak gerak! Ok! fine..ko tak leh tolong aku kan!

Tiba2 mlm ni dia sms aku, nak kirim Hershey's boleh? Aku ckp tgk la kalau ada extra money..hehe saje je malas nak layan kan..dia ckp nanti dia bank in..aku ckp aku takde maybank2u..n bleh plak dia kata aku bank in la kat RHB or CIMB!!! WTF!!! giler tak leh terima jawapan dia...

Adakah aku ni yg terlalu sensitip? Atau pun she's not my best friend anymore? Sedih siot..serius terasa ati..rasa tak nak belikan Hershey's :(((

Colour Me Corby

2009-12-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

Year 2009 will come to an end soon. It has been treating me badly since the beginning of the year. I faced lots of challenges be it in my relationship and career. Just like the market cycle, up and down and so volatile as my life is. I can conclude that it has been blue all the way.

Or perhaps, there were rainbow along the way but somehow it did not last long. The color faded away and left me in blue again..

As 2010 is approaching us soon, I could not be happier if I could color the beginning of the year with the PAINT FIGHT at the Samsung Corby Carnival with Nuffnang. Hoping the colors of the paint would stays forever to color my journey of 2010.

The GUESS loser?!

2009-12-21T05:33:00.001+08:00

Last night, my cute sister was complaining to me about her stretch marks on her stomach. I told her that it is normal to have a stretch mark as we are not Hollywood stars! However, she is so worried about it and showed how bad it is through the web cam. I did not really care caused I have it too and it is all around my body. What else can I say other than stop stretch your skin! hehe I mean stop growing and putting on weight. :)

Spontaneously she said, let us bet! Who can lose weight more in a month. Erghhh..so now, we are on the run to lose 3kg in 1 month. And whoever lose more will get a GUESS dress. Guess what? For the 3kg, i am going to lose, I still can't fit in those skimpy GUESS dress!

p/s: excited to go to plus-sized casting tonight! :)

Hijrah

2009-12-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

Hijrah tu pengorbanan kan. so sempena maal hijrah ni, since I know my relationship with him tak dpt diselamatkan lagi..maka saya akan berhijrah. I dun wanna look back anymore. I will do what I shud do and settle all my problems by myself. Aku pun tak paham apesal bleh jadi mcm ni. Apa yg salah sgt la aku buat. But just froget about it!

The first thing I have changed is my blog layout..hehe looking at this type of layout by other bloggers, I feel wanna have it too..but after I have changed it, I am not really sure if I like it or not..hehe normal :)

Secondly, I am giving a thought either to do my business again here in KL or move out to Kuantan for a change and get a job there.

Tiba-tiba takde mood..bleh? Rasa nak tido n esok terus kan dengan HIJRAH ku......

Zizie Izette kahwin?

2009-12-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

Few days back, I saw my friends were gossiping about Zizie Izette and Bung something in the facebook but it was not the MP of Kinabatangan, Bung Mukhtar. But the comment was hilarious and they said didn't make sense if zizie is marrying this MP.

However, today as I was chatting with my other friend on ym, suddenly she said..

elly: eh zizie ezette
elly: kawin dgn ahli parlimen
elly: tah handsome lak ru
elly: tu

Oh My Gucci! I thought it was not him but it is him. However the MP is still denying the rumour about their marriage.

Ok..whatever it is..i do not mind about their marriage at all. But it just made me thinking..IF perempuan yg cantik mcm zizie izette ni pun pilih this guy (ye la..jodoh..redha) rasa mcm dah habis je lelaki kat muka bumi ini. How bout me then? hahaha make sense tak korang??? Tiba-tiba saya rasa masa mcm dah suntuk!

flymas.mobi - as Easy as 1, 2, 3

2009-12-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

Flymas.mobi is a newly launched mobile booking engine by Malaysia Airlines. It is so convenient whereby each click at your fingertips you can book flight ticket, check your booking, check in, check flight status, check daily timetable of flights to your destination, the contact number of MAS, trace your baggage and to check out deals and offers from time to time.

With flymas.mobi, it is as easy as 1,2, 3!!!

1. You just need to have your mobile phone by your side.

2. Go to flymas.mobi

3. Here you are....

as easy as 1,2,3, now you can book your flight or perhaps check the flight status of your loved ones wheather has landed or not! *wink*

It is sooooooooooo easy with flymas.mobi. You can do it anywhere at anytime! Oh..yes! If there is any deals or offers, you can grab it at anytime too.

The best part is, there is no server connection failure where you need to refresh again and again as it used to happen in the world wide web.

Hmmph...now where should be my next travel destination yeah??? Can't wait to book my ticket with the flymas.mobi.

Check Your Traffic Summons Now!

2009-12-18T05:43:00.000+08:00

Two weeks ago, mama received a letter from Cawangan Trafik, PDRM. Since i am the one who is driving her car, so the letter is actually for me! *grin*

I was nervous yet excited to find out if there is any summons or not. Hmmm...so far I am a good driver, with patience and courtesy. :)

Thanks to the e-government for making our life easier now. Everything is at your fingertips. Just go to www.myeg.com.my Without hassle to go to the police station, in a minute...and to my surprise............................... huhu :((((((

I got 12 summons of traffic obstructions and speeding totaling of RM1660.00. Seriously crazy! Siapa nak bayar kan??? After given discount for speeding, I need to pay around RM900.Gosh!

And....guess what? Today another letter came from Cawangan Trafik, PDRM with my name on it. However, my sis is the one driving my car, so the summons is meant for her. This time i checked the summon at www.rilek.com.my . Lucky her! there is only one speeding summon.

So, do check your summons now before the amount mounting up crazily like mine! Just key in your id number in either the two websites mentioned earlier or alternatively, if you do not have internet connection just sms , Polis Saman (Nombor Kenderaan/No id) send to 32728 or you can go to the nearest traffic branch.

Good Luck!

p/s: i got a friend beli TOTO to pay summons hehe

Bukan Senang Nak Jadi Baik ~ Salam Maal Hijrah 1431

2009-12-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

Selamat menyambut tahun baru dalam bulan Islam. Hari ni telah menjadi sejarah dalam sepanjang hidup saya bahawa seingat2 nye lah saya tak penah baca doa akhir taun atau doa awal taun. Mungkin ada masa duduk asrama dulu, tp masa tu sangat budak-budak dan saya pun mungkin tak ambil tahu.

Sejak akhir2 ni banyak sangat dugaan..cobaan yg dtg melanda hidup saya. Tp dengan sembahyang baru lah saya rasa tenteram sket jiwa ini..mcm tu lah manusia..n bila saya dah hepi, saya mesti lupa padaNYA.

Saya ingin menjadi better muslimah sebenar nye. Tapi mungkin saya belum bersedia..mmm macam mana nak kata ya..kang ada yg salah paham..tp kalu tak paham, sudah! biar saya aje yg paham idup saya sendiri. But I really hope I can change..I will change..to be a better Muslimah!

DOA AKHIR TAHUN

Segala puji hanya bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbir sekalian alam. Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. serta ahli keluarga baginda dan para sahabatnya.

Ya allah, sesungguhnya pada tahun ini aku telah melakukan laranganMu tetapi aku masih belum bertaubat sedangkan Engkau tidak reda dan melupai perkara itu. Engkau telah menangguhkan azabMu yang telah ditetapkan kepadaku. Engkau telahmemerintah supaya aku bertaubat dari kesalahan itu. Sesungguhnya pada hari ini aku memohon keampunan dariMu, ampunilah aku dan apa yang telah aku lakukan pada tahun ini yang Engkau redai dan Engkau janjikan pahala maka aku memohonnya daripada Engkau. Ya Allah, Ya Karim, Ya Zaljalali Wal Ikram.

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad s.a.w serta ahli keluarga baginda dan para sahabatnya. Segala puji hanya bagi Allah, tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam...Amin...

Waktu membacanya:

Doa akhir tahun dibaca 3 kali pada akhir waktu Asar atau sebelum masuk waktu Maghrib pada akhir bulan Zulhijjah. Sesiapa yang membaca doa ini maka akan berkata syaitan, "Kesusahan bagiku dan sia-sialah pekerjaanku menggoda anak Adam pada tahun ini dan Allah akan membinasakan aku pada saat itu juga. Dengan membaca doa ini allahakan engampunkan dosanya setahun."

DOA AWAL TAHUN

Segala puji hanya bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbir sekalian alam. Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad s.a.w serta ahli keluarga baginda dan para sahabatnya.

Ya Allah, Engkaulahyang kekal abadi untuk selama-lamanya. Demi kelebihanMu yang Maha Agong dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah, sesungguhnya pada tahun ini aku memohon kepadaM perlindungan daripada syaitan yang direjam, dari sekalan kuncunya, tenteranya dan penolongnya. aku juga memohon perlindungan daripada nafsu amarah yang sentiasa mendoong ke arah kejahatan danmelalaikan dengan perkara yang tidak berfaedah daripada mendekatkan diriku kepadaMu.

Selawat serta salam ke atas junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. serta ahli keluarga baginda dan para sahabat. Segala puji hanya bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbir sekalian alam....Amin..

Waktu membacanya:
Doa ini dibaca 3 kali setelah masuk waktu maghrib pada malam 1 Muharram, Sesiapa yang membaca doa ini maka akan berkaa syaitan, "Telah amanlah anak Adam daripada godaanku pada tahun ini kerana Allah telah mewakilkan dua malaikat untuk memeliharanya dari fitnah syaitan."

Walau apa pun bukan senang kita nak berbuat baik..betul tak? But as a human being I will try my best. Belum apa2 lagi, cobaan awal dah dtg, kwn2 saya ajak kuar tgk band, or maybe ke le meridien atau pun ke zeta bar..OMG! *sighhhhh*

Capturing Ghost

2009-12-17T02:49:00.000+08:00

It is 2 in the morning now but I can't sleep. Lately, my sleeping hours have turned upside down. I thought of playing PS2 games but most of the games I bought for my nephews and nieces are not my kind of game. The only game that i need to finish by now is Fatal Frame.

I bet some of you have heard or already played Fatal Frame. The game is seriously crazy heart pounding not suitable for those who is having heart attack. It is based on a true story.

At first when I decided to buy it, I thought it wasn't that scary. But I was totally wrong. The game is full of suspense. Each time when there is a spirit or ghost nearby, the joystick starts to vibrate and i got goosebumps all over my body..hahaha

The scariest part is to strangling with a ghost while trying to capture them. With the eerie sounds of the ghost, it feels so real. There is a moment when a ghost whispers in your ear and it sounds as if the ghost is whispering into your right ear. Sometimes while playing the game, I just felt like the surrounding of my bedroom is haunted too.

I only play the game during daytime with my bedroom door open and the limit would be until 9pm. Can't wait to finish it so I can buy the II and III series or perhaps Silent Hill.

p/s: I got back home a lil bit late last nite, n i asked my fren to wait until i got into my house safely. Suddenly aku CUAK! :)

Friends with Benefits!

2009-12-15T03:52:00.000+08:00

*BIG GRIN*

I wish I can but I can't. Since my blog is not an 18SX blog, so this post has got nothing to do with SEX..hehe

I do not know why I always like to share about friendship values. Maybe because lately I am being a bit emotional and got carried away by the feelings. I got upset easily to whatever my friends did even it was supposed to be nothing.

Someone told me that I am the type of person who would do anything for a friend. I could not agree more. Perhaps that is why i feel it is frustrating when my close friend can't do me a small little favor. Not even an effort to help! At the end, I have to find my own ways to settle it.

It is disappointing when you are really in need but your friend can't be there for you. After all, you were always there for her whenever she needs a favor from you. Even I was sincere and did not expect anything in return but as a normal human being, there are times when I just feel tired to be a giver all the time. Should I be selfish after this???

And this morning, my gay friend asked a favor from me to accompany him to his cousin's wedding this weekend. Actually, he had planned this long time ago to bring me back to his kampung and introduce me to his family as his special girlfriend. He just wanted to cover up his sontot ass and got fed up with the question WHEN!

However, I already said YES to him!

Are You A Good Kisser

2009-12-11T16:46:00.007+08:00

Definitely each one of us would like to know if we are a good kisser or not. Perhaps, the easiest way is just to ask your partner! OR if you are really good at it, your partner will tell you. *wink*

Have you heard that if you can tie cherry stem using your tongue in your mouth means you are a good kisser? Now, i will guide you step by step how to find out if you are a good kisser or not.

STEP 1

Buy a cherry with a stem or order any cocktail that comes with cherry. As for myself I will always choose my favorite cocktail as pic below. ;p

STEP 2

Put the cherry in your mouth and eat it!Do it sexily so you'll be in the "mood"! ;p

Do not eat the stem as you'll need it later!

STEP 3

Put the stem in your mouth and fold it using your tongue. Play your tongue and fold and play and fold and play and fold using your tongue to get this!

YES! Make it a knot and now, you are a good kisser!

I am sure some of you have heard or perhaps tried it before. But how true it is, nobody knows. No evidence or fact to support it. One thing for sure, if you can tie the stem, that means you have a strong tongue muscle and can control it.

Else, think this way..if you can tie it, means you are a good kisser..if not, your tongue muscle is weak! Happy trying! ;p

Better Now

2009-12-10T06:12:00.005+08:00

Since life is too short for me to feel upset about everything, I have decided to go out socializing again. I started to scroll down "my contacts" from A to Z looking for friends to hang out with. But none of them interest me! haha best sangat kah aku???

Even I have kelabing friends, lepak friends, kajang friends, GL friends, I was not sure with who I wanna spend time with. There was this feeling menyampah n tak kena ngan orang so I went to Le Meridien, Kuala Lumpur.....ALONE!

Because one of my GL friend just started singing at the lounge there. :)

As I entered the lobby, I can hear her beautiful voice from far. If I have her voice, definitely I will be a singer too. Entertaining people. Don't you feel good making others happy?

Few minutes after I took my seat by the corner of the lounge, she started to sing.....

Engkau Laksana Bulan

Tinggi Di Atas Kayangan

Hatiku Dah Kau Tawan

Hidup Ku Tak Keruan

Mengapa Ku Disiksa

Kenapa Kita Bersua

Berjumpa dan Bercinta

Tetapi Menderita

Kau Tinggalkan Diriku

Oh! Kekasih Mengapakah

Kau Sunyikan Hidupku

Oh! Kekasih Mengapakah

Manusia Begitu

Mengapa Ku Disiksa

Kenapa Kita Bersua

Berjumpa dan Bercinta

Tetapi Menderita

Such a nice lyric by P.Ramlee and terjiwang seketika..mcm ada kena saje..hehe feel like crying at the same time. But had too much of it last night and I do not want to be sad about it anymore! The cozy yet gloomy lounge with red dimmed lights had evoke the unworthy emotions in me...again! Well, it can't be cured in a day..

Sorry about the short clip :)

However, i will definitely hang out there again and will record more of her lovely voice. Well, there is no pics of the lounge or sofa or perhaps menu since i am not a true blogger....yet! :)

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In the mean time, just a pic of my friend and I at the orangey aisle heading towards the lobby.Taraaaaa ~~~~~~~

p/s: while blogging this, the song~love takes time to heal sing by Mariah Carey keeps repeating on my mind haha

North or East

2009-12-09T02:30:00.000+08:00

Feel like going somewhere off from KL for few days..plan to celebrate the New Year out of KL too but I just can't wait for the day to come. I know..it is couple of weeks away, but I need to be out from this town now! Badly..I wish I can just close my eyes and wake up the next day at some beautiful island..white sandy beach..peace of mind.

I know it does not solve anything that bothering me now and I have to face it again once I am back in town. But at the moment, this is the only choice I have. I am not running away, somehow the truth hurts so much and I do not want to end up doing something stupid.

Sometimes I envy some people with smooth path ~ maybe..we never know. From finding their soulmates to having career and a beautiful family at home. Why it can't be that easy for me to achieve my dreams? Again, I know it is not easy to get what you want in life..especially to become rich and successful but I guessed I already put up effort on it. And yet....Why I never hit the jackpot?

What is that got to do with the north or east? hehe :)

I just can't decide whether to the NORTH or to the EAST even I wished I can fly millions miles away from home.......

i am engaged!

2009-12-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

With the PS2 games! I know this will happen if I started playing games other than my DDR. Now, it has been two weeks without DDR..not even a move = FAT! :(

It started when my seven years old nephew accidentally opened up the PS 2 box and he found out the joysticks and few cd games that i bought long ago. He was so excited coz all this while he thought I only have the DDR mat. At first, I was a bit angry at him. Being me, the youngest in the family..i am just plain lazy to layan budak kecik!

He has been staying over for 2 weeks coz of the school holidays. Cartoons and PS2 complete his days. He likes it so much staying here and started to show tantrums whenever the parents asked him to come home. 0nly sometimes, if I was not in the mood..his day will be a disaster from day till night. I even wanna be the first player while playing the PS2..hahaha so childish am i!

For the past seventeen years until now, i am the only child at home..so i used to get everything I want. IF it is not too much to asked! :) what i love the most is the silence and calmness in my own house..arghhh best! When my nephews and nieces are around, with the noises they make..it is boiling point!!! Lucky mama understand my feelings.

Days passing by, we played the games together, help each other in some part that we did not master at..hehe pity him for my rudeness and unkindness towards budak kecik! So I bought few other games for him to play including Naruto.

I brought him to the games shop to get a PS1 game for him but they no longer produced it..maybe the pirated ones! :) He is going back to his house tomorrow..too bad no more kawan gado and definitely gonna miss him..for a while..coz my sis and her kids will be back home in two days time..

p/s: this few days, we no longer fight for the first player joystick..but he will just handed it over to me :)

Confessions of a BITCH

2009-12-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

I just feel bad for what I did. When thinking of it again, I should have not interfere in her life at all. But he is my friend ~~too~~. She is not my friend??? She is someone I go out with to clubs and talk cock over few glasses of drinks!

Since this is not the first time she cheated on him so I guess he deserves a better life or perhaps a better girlfriend.

hmmph..i feel sorry for this. I just for hope she will get what she wants in her life but no matter what YOU CAN'T HAVE THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS...implies to me too!

p/s: dah 5 hari..silenced and survived!

Get Hollywood's hairstyle in a minute!

2009-12-04T18:34:00.003+08:00

The Secret revealed! Now, I will tell you how to change your boring flat hair to glam volume in a minute. Just like the Hollywood Star!!!

Simply amazing..with the BUMPITS! It comes with 5 inserts for BIG, MEDIUM and SMALL volume for you to choose.

it comes in cute packaging

Just insert under your hair, style it and you are ready to go!

TARAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

this is me on my first try of bumpits. it didn't look that nice and neat coz my hair is still short. :(

Well, I have extra of the bumpits that I ordered for my friends too but they canceled it on the very last minute. Please leave your email address in the comment box if you would like to buy one for a fabulous hairstyle just like your fav celebs!

Friendship concerns

2009-12-04T03:24:00.000+08:00

I was so bored the other day and wanted to meet up G in the evening. However, we canceled it as we planned to go to the Metrojaya Warehouse Sale the next day.

As soon as I woke up the next day, I sms her asking what time is she going? So that I can estimate how much time left for me to move my ass to her office. Usually if we go anywhere during working days, I will drive to her office and we will use either one of our car..save cost! She replied, 1pm..wait there! I was like @(#$&#!(!_*# are't we suppose to go together??? That is what we usually do! Plus, i hate to drive alone especially at noon when the traffic is bad and the weather is hot!

I told her I am lazy to drive and she said ok, we will pick you up. She was making fun of me! And so I kept quiet.

Few hours later, she mms a picture of her with her colleague having so much fun while trying on swimsuits with the caption...getting ready to Perhentian? Tioman? Seriously, I was not interested and was not in the mood already. Feel neglected so much, I replied..pegi la!

Later at night, she sms me asking for a favor. Even I am still hurt for what she did...I said YES!

p/s : ~~the 3rd day~~

Confused blogger

2009-11-29T05:39:00.000+08:00

Please help me...now I am so confused! How come a blog with 6 posting and it is not updated for the past 6 months can get ad from advertiser?

p/s : my bff, did u remove your blog?

Curly Berry

2009-11-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

I have been contemplating to do this since last week. But I do not want to take the risk again after critics I got for cutting my hair short. I fall in love with this style.

So I went to the nearest Guardian and get myself this Philips Multi Styler. I was being ambitious. As usual, it looks easy but it is fu*king hard to use it. Especially the curler! Maybe my hair is still short or I did not understand the instructions well.

But it was a good buy at reasonable price. Even I cannot use it now, perhaps I can use it in future when my hair is long enough. (Ayat nak sedapkan hati :) a bit regret didn't know how to use..better i use the money to perm my hair.)

Frustrated. However, I can't stop myself from googling the curl short hairstyles. I wanted something different for myself for the coming 2010!

Big curls are nice indeed but not for my current hair length. I always lurve curly hair. It suits me for years and I think I look sexier yet stylish! But I can't wait for my hair to grow back again.Here is what i imagined. This is going to be my hair color with platinum highlights or darker shades.

These are all curl hair styles i fall in love with but do not know which one should i choose!

( i )

(ii)

(iii)

including this if i have thick hair as her..sob..sob..

For ( i ) ( ii ) and top style are permed hair, so it is manageable but for (iii), I need to use roller or blow curl, which means need to go to salon often.I don't need that. Well this time, I need some opinions and any recommendation for salon for me to decide. :)

Now I Know...

2009-11-27T13:43:00.004+08:00

I was awake by a phone called. TGIH! :)

I slept at 6.30 this morning after reading and searching and googling all about making money with nuffnang. LMFAO! It was not the main purpose of having this blog, but since I have it..why not? Killing two birds with one stone!

Surprisingly, I just knew everything about blogging and nuffnang. Pathetic. I mean I knew long time ago that you can earn money through it, but I thought as long as the ad is there, the money will come. However, I was totally wrong! I have been wondering, why I do not have advert from sponsors? Why my advert is just a plain nuffnang advert? LOL But, now I know!

To all new blogger, perhaps I will share about it as soon as I receive my first cheque. *cross my finger*

Eid Adha

2009-11-27T02:40:00.007+08:00

Eid Adha is celebrated by Muslim worldwide to commemorate Nabi Ibrahim willingness to sacrifice his son as to show his obedience to Allah. It is also to mark the close of Hajj or annual Muslim pilgrimage to the holy land of Mecca.

Picture was taken two weeks back while sending off BFF parents for their Hajj. I wonder why is it always a teary scene for everyone. But I can't remember my parents' scene tho. We didn't send them off to Kelana Jaya because it was Subuh and a school day for me. Hope both of them are healthy and can perform their Hajj well. Amin.

Following the tradition on Eid Adha, healthy cows, goats and sheep will be slaughtered and given to the needy ones. I still remember celebrating Eid Adha during my childhood years. It was a tiring yet a happy day for us. From morning prayer until the slaughtering process, we were at the nearby surau on and off to have a look at the cows and goats. But they looked sad as if they knew they are about to be slaughtered.

However, over the years, the feelings of celebrating Eid Adha in myself had becoming lesser and lesser. Maybe because I did not go to the mosque to perform prayer or to watch the slaughtering process. Last year , I was in my pyjama the whole day watching tv. What korban is dat???

Talking about Korban, it reminds me of Si Puteh our goat. Cutesy huh.. He went ill after few months we had him and were slaughtered during Ramadhan. Pity him. But then, we ate him hahaha cruel me! well, lamb has been my all time favorite meat.

I am taking this opportunity to wish Muslims around the world Happy Eid Adha especially those who are visiting my blog today. Happy Eid Mubarak and welcome to my blog :)

Penat

2009-11-26T18:43:00.008+08:00

PENAT...

.....bila selalu mengalah.
.....bila terpaksa pujuk hati sendiri.
.....bila sentiasa ternanti-nanti.
.....bila mengharap.
.....bila perasaan tak di endahkan.
.....bila terlalu menjaga hati org.
.....bila tiada kebebasan.
.....bila sekeliling kosong.
.....bila menangis.
.....bila kecewa.
.....bila terlalu lama statik.

TAPI sampai bila? Tiada siapa memaksa. Aku juga bukan terpaksa. Aku belum ada kekuatan untuk berlalu pergi.

Get organised

2009-11-25T04:12:00.004+08:00

I have been binging on food lately. My diet and effort flowed to the toilet bowl! Blame the monthly pms and since then, I never got on the weighing scale yet.

Each time before I go to bed, I realized how unorganized and untidy my bedroom is. Few piles of clothes were here and there. Books and papers were covering up half of my bed. The dressing table was full of make-ups and accessories. The study table was dusty and full with unused stuff.

I still remember Oprah show months back. It was about a FAT FAMILY in an unorganized house. They kept things in each centimeter space of their house they have. Soon, expert was sent to help them out and organized things over. Later, they became healthier, happier and thinner. Because, unwanted stuff in your house is like excess fats on your body.

I did tidy up my bedroom soon after I watched the show. But now it is back to square one. Sometimes I do not understand either. I gave out my clothes and now I can see that I have the same amount of clothes as before. Weird huh? But it is not weird if every month I buy five new pieces of clothes…hehehe

Well, I wish I could have a new bedroom. 100% renovation. Sure, if I have the money I would make walking closet, wood flooring, Jacuzzi in the bathroom and the list goes on. Enough about it! Will talk more about it when I have more money…soon.

But now, let us focus on tidying up my bedroom. To make things easier, I have divided it into sections so I will tidy it up accordingly.

closet/clothes - throw all clothes you did not wear more than a year.
dressing table - throw all expired make-ups and hang or get an organizer for the accessories
study table - throw unused or unrelated papers or whatsoever more that a year.

Please do not keep unwanted things because you have sentimental value in it. Remember that unwanted or unused things are an EXCESS FAT on your body. Get organize to feel serene and calm in your own bedroom while losing the fats.

Hopefully I can sort things out by Sunday since it is a long weekend. Happy cleaning!

As a friend,

2009-11-23T16:09:00.005+08:00

When a friend is feeling down for sure I tried to be there for her as a shoulder to cry on. Unfortunately, she shut me off just like that. I understand how she felt and perhaps she needed time to be alone. But, I think there is a polite way to tell someone off if you were not ready to talk about it.

Frankly, I am upset. After what I got for being nice, do not expect the same treatment from me again. I might not ask you how are you doing, but I will always there for you to spit it out.

Please do not say that you do not have your friends when you need them the most. But, do think what you have done. We are all human beings and we do have our ups and downs. Perhaps at the same time, I am not doing fine too. Because it is not about you all the time!

Life Is Full Of Challenges!

2009-11-20T07:58:00.010+08:00

We are coming to the end of the year 2009 in few week times. The year 2009 have been a challenging year for me so far. Beginning of the year, I was in love with a conman but was saved by my only lover who left me over stupid fights. Three months parted without phone calls and text messages had made our hearts grow fonder. *wink*
He was there for me giving support and sympathize knowing I was cheated and given empty hopes. The pain was bearable. In fact, I didn't really feel the pain but felt so stupid! As things happened for a reason, I am back with him and he loves me more. 2010 will be my fourth year with him of never ending love life. Pathetic!

Career wise, been challenging to me as well. I gave up my rented office due to bad sales = low income I had. When the market is down, clients refused to meet up consultants. Stupid of them! It is just adding up the frustrations in me. I must say that I do not have the heart, determination and courage anymore. And I am giving it up! Means, currently I am jobless and looking for a better future in a different environment.

Near towards the end of 2009, I received shocking news. One of my best friends is suffering from third stage leukemia. I was so sad and upset caused I got the news from someone else. She refused to tell me where she is now as she did not want me to feel sad looking at her condition. Upon hearing the tone of her voice, I cannot control my emotions. My chest is so tight and I cried. Super sad! I can even cry right now.

Latest news, she is in critical condition that the doctor cannot do anything anymore. The only thing we, her friends can do is to recite Yassin and pray for her from far. Still, deep in my heart, I wish I can see her for the very last time.

We shared stories of our love life together, the ups and downs as we are in the same boat! Even we seldom met but we were always there for each other. I just feel terkilan cannot be there for her. :(

Because of her, I got to know my lover. He was shocked too knowing about her illness. But nothing much he could say to ease my sadness. That is her part and it is written. We do not know what is written and waiting for us. This is all challenges from Allah.

My BFF, I know you are having hard times now. Wherever you are and whatever challenges you are facing please hanging in there. Ikut hati mati, Ikut rasa binasa. I know you are strong. As you said it is just a phase that you need to get through it.

Each of us has our own unique challenge to be faced. To some people is nothing but to certain people it is something! However, it depends on us how to tackle it as it is making us wiser over the years.

10 Things I Hate About YOU!

2009-11-19T03:56:00.004+08:00

I hate you talking over the phone with some girls which I dunno who the hell she is!
I hate you didn't reply my sms on time!
I hate you didn't call me at the time you supposed to call!
I hate you going out doing the guy thing with the guys!
I hate you talking about other girls!
I hate you whenever we had a fight!
I hate you canceling our date at the very last minute!
I hate you ignoring me, sometimes!
I hate you making me missing you!

The most thing I hate about you is YOU! Without you, my life would not be too complicated...continuously, foolishly..endlessly.

Living A Healthy Life

2009-11-18T03:38:00.003+08:00

Since I am currently between job, I think the best way to get myself occupied is by losing weight. I am aware that I have been putting on weight, to be exact 6kg of excess weight on top of my ~~normal~~ over weight! LOL! But, the feeling of losing weight seriously just was not there. I can diet for a day or two and then I got back to the ~~normal~~ bad eating habit, eating like a pig! The most challenging part is to cut all the carbohydrates that I have binged all this while.

Abg Sam told me to lose weight neither to attract men nor to get married but for my own health condition. It was a slap on my face since he didn't stop compliment me the night before but now he is telling that I am FAT??? What The Fish? I know he was just giving his opinion and he did it because he loves me.

So, I set a strategy. Same thing I did when I was in my Uni years. BUT, back then, losing weight is easier! I know..it is the age factor..low metabolism rate.

I love to run on a treadmill but the one I have at home have kaput long time ago. Just name any exercise machine, I have it in my house. No more gym membership as I can't afford any at the moment. Paying 3 months monthly fees in advance including whatever fees but end up going once or twice is just a waste. Before this, I enrolled this gym which is near to my house twice in a different year but I only turned up twice! erghhh...wasted! I didn't change in both years. Still a lazy bum!

Second option is jogging at the park nearby and skipping. But, I know this won't last long or I would not even do it. Last but not least, I opt for the Play Station 2 after reading positive reviews on the DDR ~ Dance Dance Revolution! Plus, the price is affordable. Of course I wished I can get a Wii. :( But it is ok.

The most important thing is the RESULT. I have been storing FATS on my butt and thighs as the effects from too much sitting in front of computer. Now, it is the time to move it and shake it!

Well, the DDR may looks easy but it is not. You need mind and body coordination. Eyes focusing on the arrows, telling the mind which way and which foot to move fast. I took a week to explore it using the training mode hop and jump. Until I get used to the movement and beats, I moved to the workout mode!

Breathless and sore muscles for the first week, I hooked up to level 1 only as I need to adjust accordingly to my weight. Do not want to get injured later on. My second week just over and had mastered Level 2. I am now a Dancing Queen..LMAO!

What matter most, I can fit in some of my clothes that were tight before. I am so excited and want to lose more. Actually, I have lose 4kg so far but I gained back 1kg after losing the battle to weekend cravings. I had Arabian Nite dinner on Saturday, McD happy meal cheeseburger + Strawberry Shake for supper, mum's nasik lemak and kuey teow on Sunday, toffee nut latte and espresso tiramisu on Monday! :(

For weekdays diet, I do eat as usual but reduce the amount of everything and I totally avoid rice..sure?? perhaps, one or two tablespoon of nasik goreng...kang kempunan! Besides, the fatty food that I gave in, I also sacrificed my social or night life. I spent most of my time at home not because I am on DDR but to avoid eating/drinking high calories food with friends.

You know time has changed..

2009-11-17T16:38:00.003+08:00

When I was in my early 20's, each time my friends got married, some other friends surely would ask how was it...yeah the cherry popped! That was the popular question regardless she is still a virgin or not!

Recently, a friend got married and some guy friends making a joke on her. She must be very happy now, officially married and no more cum outside! I found it hilarious and laughing all alone while chatting through the blackberry group.

On the other note, I realized how time has changed and the issues, cultures including jokes revolve around us has changed over time. Wondering how would it be in the next gen? :)

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